Jouboner Rosher Hari Amar Ma - অধ্যায় ১৯

Ami ar ma ghum theke uthe hat mukh dhue shamner sofar room e eshe boshlam.nana amar lekhapora,baba italy te kamon ache,amar khalamonir obostha ittadi nie jiggasha o alap alochona korse.ar majhe moddhe ma er matha theke pa porjonto obolokon korse.amar dharona eta ma o bujhte parche.ei karone ma majhe moddhe itostoto hoe joro shoro hoe boshche.agei bolechi amar nana barrite building holeo biddut nei fole nana ekta hatpakha nie nijeke o amader batash korar cheshta korche.nana khali ga e shudhu ekta lungi pora.pakhar batashe kono kaj hocche na fole amio amar ga er genji ta khule fellam.ami ar nana ekhon khali ga e.jeta Bangladesh er prekkhapot e khubi shavabik ghotona.chelera ma,nana shoho shokol close relative er shamne khali ga e thakte pare.ar erokom gorom hole to ar kothai nei.kintu meyeder bepar vinno.amar mathai hotath kore ekta buddhi khele gelo.kintu eke to ma er baba ar tarporo ektu back dated mentality er ja agei bolechi,tar shamne kivabe ki bole shuru korbo sheta nie ektu nervous hoe gelam.tobe khali ga howar poreo amar gorom e ga vije uthche ar shekhane ma er shari,blouse,bra,peticoat pore ki obostha ta to bojhai jacche.ma ke dekhe mone hocchilo ektu age brishtite vije esheche.jai hok onek khon nijer nervousness ar ma ar nanar alapcharitar karone chup chap theke kono ek fak e shahosh kore shuru korlam.ma er dike takie bollam ma tomar gorom lagse na.ma amar dike takie ki bolte jacchilo tar dike toakka na kore nanar dike takie mridu heshe bollam cheleder ki shubidha tai na nana kapor chopor khule udla ga e thakte pare othocho nari der she upai nei.mukhe jotota shomvob shavabikota bojai rakhleo buker vitor dhip dhip korsilo hotath amar kotha shune nana ki react korbe eta chinta kore.nana amar mukher hashir thekeo digun mukh prosharito kore jobab dilo ta ja bolecho nana vai.ei dekho amra kemon khali ga e boshe achi ar tomar ma er ki shei upai ache.nanar ei kothai ma er kotha ar ki bolbo ami nijei mone hocchilo shunne vashchi.jai hok nijeke shunno theke abar matite namie eshe vablam shukkho vabe ekhon chal dite hobe.ami bollam asholei cheye dekho ma kivabe gham e vijche?nana jeno ebar legally ma er shorirer dike takanor shujog pelo.bishesh kore ebar ma er dudher dike polokhin emon vabe takie ache jeno khaj ber kora blouse er upor theke shudhu dudher khaj i na dibbodrishti die ma er nogno dudh dekhte pacche.ma o hotovombo.nana ar ehojogote nai eta dekhe jore bole uthlam tai na nana?nana omni shombit fire peye o ha ha tor ma to puro vije gese.eto ghamche keno.obossho shohore tora fan,ac er moddhe thakish tai hoito toder obbhash nei.ami ma er dike takie hoi eshpar noi oshpar emon vabe dhib dhib buke bolei fellam ma tumi kintu sharita khule fellei paro tate tomar ektu aram hobe.ebar ma ar mukh bondho rakhte parlo na ektu ragannito konthei amar dike takie bollo anik!!!tui ki bolsish sheta ki bujhte parsish?ami kichui bujhte parchi na emon ekta vab kore bollam mane?ami emon ki bollam je tumi emonvabe react korle?tomar gorom lagche taito bollam amra jemon jama khule achi amader ektu holeo shorir thanda hocche tumi jodi sharita khule rakho tahole tomaro gham ektu kom hobe.koto shadh kore babar barite eshecho ekhane eshe jodi oshustho hoe dhakai firte hoi tahole ki tomar ba nanar valo lagbe?tachara ekhane to ami ba nana chara ar keu nei.etokkhon nanar kotha shune amader obak howar pala chilo ekhon amar kotha shune nanar obak howar pala.odike ma amar ei dirgho shishushulov shada moner boktobbo shune ar kichu bolar pelo na.nana bollo abar dekh aj goromtao onnodiner cheye beshi.erokom gorom onek din pore na.ami ebar ektu jor diei bollam dekhecho nana ki bolche erokom gorom naki onekdin pore na amar to iccha korche trouser tao khule feli ar tumi 3 ta astoron je kivabe ga e ekhono chapie acho ta shudhu tumi e jano.er por jodi oshustho hoe jao amake kichu bolte esho na kintu.amar ei shob kotha shune ma er shorire gham jeno aro barte laglo.kopal theke toptop kore gham porte laglo.ami bollam chele ar babar shamne eto lojja je more jabe tobu shari khulbe na?ei kotha shune ar hoito gorom laga ar gham barse jodi shotti shotti oshustho hoe jai,naki shari na khola porjonto amar vashon bondho hobe na ar odike nana o nirob dorshoker vumika palon korche er moddhe konta chinta kore ba na kore janina ma sofa theke uthe shorir theke sharita charate laglo.ma lojjai jeno kapche.ekshomoi ma je nanar jonno nijer bondhu bandhober shathe porjonto mishte parto na,shob shomoi porda dea ricksha te spy shoho college college e jeto shei ma aj shei nanar shamne darie ga er shari khulche.ei kothai nishchoi ma vabchilo.dhire dhire sharita khule pasher khali sofai rekhe ma nijer sofai gie boshlo ektu joroshoro hoe.nanar mukh edike haaaa,mukh theke kono kotha ber hocche na.onno dike takie boshe ache.ami nanar dike takie abaro mridu heshe bollam nana etokhon ma ke bojhate holo ekhon ki tomake bojhate hobe?tumi nijer meyeke eto lojja korcho keno je onno dike takiye acho?tomari to meye jake chotobela theke kole pithe kore boro korecho!shavabik hoe ager moto kotha bolte thako nahole ami mone korbo ma ke gorom theke ektu rehai dite cheye ami vul korechi.nana omni thotomoto kheye bollo koi mane ye nato ei kotha bole abar ma er dike takiye heshe heshe kotha bolte laglo,ma barite eka eka ki kore,ma er bon orthat amai khalamoni(mashi) ekhane ashte parbe na amader tar shoshur barite dawat koreche kal dupure ittadi alochona korte laglo.jodio ma shari kholoar por ar mon khule kotha bolte parsilo na lojjai hoito.amader ghore shondha thekei full power e ekta hariken jolchilo.jate amader proyojonio alo dicchilo.tobuo nana bole uthlo ghorta kemon jeno ondhokar ondhokar mone hocche tai na?ei kotha bole amader uttorer opekkha na korei nije sofa theke uthe ghorer ekta kone rakha arekta hariken jalie table er upore rakhlo.amar dharona nanar boyosh hoyeche chokher drishti komeche tai ma er tholthole pet ar dudher kjhaj dekhte oshubidha hocche tai mone hoi arekta hariken jalalo.erpor abar golpo alap alochona shuru holo.hariken arekta jalanor pore jeno room er temparature aro bere geche.ami ekta chuta peye gelam.ma tumi to ekhono ghamcho ek kaj korba naki tomar blouse tao khule felo tahole ar ektu aram pabe.ebar ar ma kono kothai bolche na tobe blouse kholar kono uddog o nicche na.ekbar bolatei ma blouse khule ordhek dudh ber kore nanar shamne boshe jabe ei ashao ami korini jodio.nana chup chap,ashole amra tinjoni chup kore kichukkhon boshe roilam.ma ar nanar mone ki cholche ta tarai valo jane.ami mone mone vabchi hoito ektu barabari kore felechi.etota kora uchit hoini.nirobota vanglo nana.nana ja bollo tate ami jotota obak hoyechi amar ei 20 bochorer jibone ami etota obak konodin hoyechi bole mone hoi na.nana bollo anik ki bolche shunte pacchish na kushum ga theke oi nengtita khule fel tahole arektu aram lagbe.tachara tui dhaka theke je dress pore etodur jatra kore eshechish ar shokal theke je dress pore amar shamne diye ghursish tar theke to lengta thaka aro valo.nanar ei kotha shonar por ma ragannito drishtite amar dike takalo.ashole ma er dhaka theke oi dress pore asha ar aj ekhane eshe gosol korar por ei dress porate to ami e ekrokom baddho korechi bola jai.ei kotha bole nana nicher dike takiye jore jore nissash nite lagto.ar ami chinta korchi nana nijer meyer shamne ma ke lengta thakar kotha kivabe bolte parrlo.amar dharona ami jekhane ma ke prothome shari khuliechi ar ekhon abar blouse khulte bolchi tai nana mone koreche peter chele bolte parle baba bolte parbe na keno?tai shujog nicche.ami takie achi ma er dike ma jeno aro rag e fushche.kichu muhurto pore ma jhot kore sofa theke uthe darie pot pot kore blouse er botam gulo khule ek jhtkai blouse ta khule pashe rekhe sofai jonat kore boshe porlo ar boshar shathe shathe ma er tormujer moto dudh jora jeno runujhunu kore neche uthlo.duto hariken er shamne ma ekhon sleeveless ordhek dudh ber kora atik shaheber dea exclusive bra pore boshe ache.ma er bogoler halka halka poshom gulo porjonto dekha jacche ar ma peticoat onek niche porai ma er navio nana ar amar shamne drisshoman.ma ke jeno shorger kono debir moto lagchilo.nanar kotha ar ki bolbo ma ke dekhe amar mukhe pani chole ashchilo.nana ke jehetu agei shavabik thakte bolechi tai nana ebar ar onnodike na takiye shoja ma er shorirer dike takiye thakte karponno korlo na.koyekbar shobdo kore dhok o gillo ja ma o bujhte o dekhte peyeche.