Amar Boisko Maa er Chodon Lila - অধ্যায় ৪২

Ami phone ta niye niche ashlam, ar oke call back korlam, ektu pore receive kore amake bollo, "bhai, boss shob manage kore niyeche, but ami bon'er bepar ta boss ke directly bolini, ektu ghuriye firiye bolechi, tai boss onar security officer friend ke bole ekta female constable'er sathe dekha koriye diyeche, take bon shob ta boleche. Ar tui ki kore janli Avi blackmail korechilo bon ke. Bon bollo, or ekta bracelet niyeche ar Rs. 15000 cash niyeche Avi March'er first week'e, oi ekta video dekhiye. Ar Boss'er security officer friend boleche, je amader Office'er 2km er modhe matro duto bank ache, ekta ING Vysa ar SBI. InG Vysa branch ta Kotak'er acquisition'er por thekei bondho ache. But SBI ta ekmatro bank jet working ar office'er kacheo. Tai ora aaj SBI geche, ami jani na eto khune ki hoyeche, Boss bollo, raat'e janabe amai. Bon ekta FIR korbe ekhane, or identity anonymous rakhbe security officer boleche". Ami sune bollam, "bhaloi to, jodi bon'er identity hidden thake, tahole Avi bujhte parbe na, je ke complaint ta koreche, but bracelet niyeche bolli, ota ki khub expensive naki ? Ar blackmailer bepar ta ami guess kore bollam, karon oi udesho jodi na thake, tahole video banabe keno, sex to Avi emniteo koreche oder sathe", O bollo, "seta to jani na, bon goto bochor nijei kinechilo bracelet ta, koto ta expensive seta to ami jani na. Kintu security officer ki ar oi bracelet pabe naki, O nischoi beche diyeche eto dine", ami oke ashash diye bollam, "na re, peye jete parish, karon tar ek week porei to lockdown hoye gelo, ar ekhono kono jewellery shop re-open koreni to, thakle or baritei thakbe. Sudhu Avi na, or Maa'er O ektu haat tan'er habit ache re, amar barite du bar churi korte eshechilo, but succesful hoi ni". O sune ektu chomke giye bollo, "Ki bolchish re bhai, Cheletar Maa'o ei rokom. Mane full family ei naki re. Tui tarmane dekhechish shob ta, tahole security officer ke bolish ni keno re, ei rokom lokeder upore maya doya korte nei. Amar koto bochorer iche je Kolkata te ekta bari kine thakbo, kintu okhaner lokeder ei obhash, je ekhon shahosh hoche na ar, nahole tui to janish ami koto bochor dhore ekta jomi kenar iche chilo, tate nijer ekta bari hobe, family niye thakbo. Jai hok, ami toke update ta debo bole call korlam, raat'e boss ki bollo, toke janabo, ekhon rakhi re, ekta meeting ache amar". Bole o phone call ta cut kore dilo, Avi'r theke blackmail expect korechilam, beta braclet plus taka niyeche, ebar security officer or haate official bracelet poriye ekhan theke niye jabe. Kintu ekhon ami eto gulo diary niye ki korbo, shob gulo ke porate hobe kintu kothai porabo, beshi smoke hole neighbour ra 1000 ta proshno korbe. Kintu ote jaa jaa detail e lekha ache, tate boro jhamela hoye jabe amader je kono din. Ei shob bhabchi, tokhon i dekhlam, Maa call koreche, receive korte Maa bollo, "ki re shokal theke ek baro call korli na, ki korchish eto khun ? Ki kheli shokal theke ?", ami bollam, "shokale ektu poha baniye niyechilam, tumi oto chinta koro na, khaowa daowa niye tomake chinta korte hobe na. Haan, shokal theke ekta jinish porchilam, bhishon interesting ar astounding jinish, tai ar tomake call kora hoi ni. Lunch ta hoi ni ekhono jodio, ei bar korbo. Shokale vegetables cut korchilam, tate ektu extra cut kore rekhechi, hakka noodles ache, ota boil kore, mix kore kheye nebo, don't worry. Tumi ki khele lunch'e bolo ? Ar tomar shob tension komeche to ? Choto Mama ki korche ?". Maa bollo, "na ar kono tension ne re, tui theek bolechili kaal. Ami eshechi bole, tor dui Mama amar jonno mach mangsho paneer shob kine eneche, ami mach mangsho serokom khai na seta ar keu sunlo na, lunch e bhetki paturi, shorshe begun, mixed rice, kosha mangsho ar rabri korechilo, rate naki chili paneer ar aloo'r paratha hobe ar sathe fish chop. Ami oi begun ar rice kheyechi olpo, ami oto gondho shojho korte pari na, tui janish to, eder keo bollam kintu keu shunlo na. Jai hok, tui ar deri korish na, 3pm hoye gelo, kokhon lunch korbi, tui phone rakhe age kheye ne. Tor Choto Mama beriyeche lunch korei, bollo to bikelei chole asbe, ke jane abar ki ante geche", ami jiggesh korlam, "Dida kemon ache, tomar sathe kotha hoyeche ?". Maa bollo, "Maa oi eki ache, khub ekta bhalo na. Tobe kotha boleche, tor kotha bollo ektu. Shob i theek ache, tui age jaa kheye ne, ami raate abar phone korbo, ami rakhchi ekhon, tui shob kaaj fele ekhuni kha age, ami rakhchi", bole call ta cut kore dilo. Amio dekhlam bela to onek holo, tai noodles ta boil korte diye, cut vegies gulo olpo ektu boil kore, stir fry korlam, tarpor noodles boil hoye jete, strainer'e dhere, ektu olive oil spread kore, oi fried vegies gulo diye mix kore, olpo ektu black pepper grinde kore nilam, ar gorom gorom kheye nilam. Kheye niye shobe ekta ekta kore diary khule, styrofoam aka thermocol cut korar knife diye diary'r page gulo ekdom binding theke cut kore ekta steel'er bin'e felchilam. Prai 4:30pm hoye gache, ami eto khune matro 5 ta diary'r page puro strip korte perechi ar bin ta tatei bhorti hoye gache, amar phone ta bajlo, dekhlam amar Woodlands hospital'er friend call koreche, amio receive kore hello bollam, O bollo, "ki re tui asbi na aaj ? Doctor aaj dupure round'e eshechilo, patient'er report esheche, bollo immediately toder janate, ami to reception'e bolechilam, kintu ora to bollo oi patient party'r ekta number busy ar ekta switched off. Tai ami toke call korlam. Tui 5:30pm'er modhe eshe doctor'er sathe kotha bol, uni beshi khun wait korbe na bolche, kintu patient party'r sathe kotha na bole uni egoteo parche na, jai hok tui eshe dekha kor. Ami charlam ekhon, tui ashle dekha hobe aaj onek din por", bole o phone ta cut kore dilo. Ami baki diary gulo thele shoriye age amar room'e giye change kore, helmet duto niye, amar bike'er keys ar ektu cash ar amar backpack ta niye, niche eshe main door ta bhitor theke lock kore dead bolt lagiye dilam jate ami na thakle Kaki na dhukte pare, tarpor garage diye bike ta bar kore, garage lock kore, Avi'r bari giye oder daklam, Kaki eshe bollo, "bol Baba, tui kothai jachish ekhon ?" ami bollam, "tumi ki bhule gecho Kaku hospitalised ekhono, onar report bhalo na, hospital theke tomader call korechilo dujon kei, ekjon'er phone off ar ar ekta busy. Tai amake call korechilo amar bondhu ta, doctor dekeche ekhuni, Kaku'r report kharab. Avi kothai, oke dako taratari", Kaki shune kando kando mukhe Avi ke chechiye daklo, Avi aste Kaki shob bollo, tate Avi amake bollo, "Dada ami to aaj jete parbo na, tumi chole jao, amake 3 din'er modhe ei project ta submit korte hobe office'e, Kaal tomar Mama'r bari na gelei hoto amar. Ar aaj eshe theke ami amar superior ke call korchi, kintu o to receive i korche na, baki der jiggesh kore kore project ta korchi, mone hoi kaal na bole chuti niyechi tai kono gondogol hoyeche, aaj ami jete parbo na. Ar tumi amar theke bhalo ei shob bepar bujhte paro Dada, tumi jeta bhalo mone koro bole diyo, amar kono problem nei. Ami jodi ar shomai noshto kori, tahole ami ei project ta complete korte parbo na 3 din'e. Maa, Dada gelei hobe, tumio ar beshi bok bok koro na[bole Kaki ke bollo, tarpor amar dike ghure bollo], ami gelam Dada", bole o upore chole gelo. Ami Kaki ke bollam, "Eta tomari chele to ? Nijer Baba bachlo ki morlo er tate kono tension nei. Doctor patient'er barir loker sathe kotha bolte cheyeche, ami giyei ba ki bolbo, je patient'er chele'er time nei ekhon kotha bolar", bole Kaki ke prai regei bollam. Kaki ektu kende kende bollo, "ki ar bolbo re Raju, shobi amar kopal, tui i jaa. Doctor'er sathe kotha bole tui jeta bhalo mone korish setai korish, tui to amar cheler moton i. Avi kaal theke eshei to amar oi number tepa[bar phone] phone tate, nijer sim card dhukiye office'e call kore shob kotha bolche, amar sim ta to kholai ache, tai monehoi hospital'er call ta ashe ni. Tui jaa Baba, ar darash na, ki ar bolbo bol, shob'i to dekhchish, nijer chele'r kono daito nei Baba'r proti[bole kandte shuru kore dilo Kaki]". Ami ar kotha na bariye Kaki ke bole, pillion helmet ta garage ta khule bhitore rekhe, abar garage ta lock kore, bike niye nijer helmet pore hospital'e gelam. Giye doctor'er sathe kotha bollar jonno reception'e bollam, Ora amake sei ager din'er OPD te pathalo, kichu khun pore Doctor PPE pore elo ar tar sathe amar hospital Admin friend'o elo. Corona bole hug korte parchi na, handshake korteo parchi na, ar mask pore bole keu karor hanshi mukh o dekhte pachi na eto bochor pore. Jai hok dujone dujon ke highfive korlam dur thekei, tarpor Doctor bollo, "patient isn't doing well at all, but amra ekta last try korte chai, ekta medicine ache, jeta amra emergency purpose'e use kori, but that isn't long term, amra next 5 days oi medicine'er course continue korbo, if and a very very big if, if he responds to it, tahole amader haate aro kichu din thakbe, jate Mr. Naskar ke amra regular medicine'e control kore tarpor onar dialysis'er kotha bhabte pari. But uni jodi ei last medicine'e respond na kore, then dialysis will be the only option but I don't know if his heart can take it though, karon dialysis body'r baki organs, especially heart'er upor onek pressure create kore. And his hearthbeat is already Arrhythmic, though thats not my dept, tao bollam. Kintu patient'er chele chilo aapnar sathe goto kal, onake jiggesh kore tarpor ami ei emergency medicine ta start kortam but where is he ?", ami shob ta shune onake bollam, "onar chele busy, tai aste pareni. But, Kaku'r wife mane Mrs. Naskar gave me her permission to take the right decision in this case, If you want, ami onar sathe aapnake kotha boliye dite pari. But I have a question doctor, Ei emergency medicine'er success rate ki ? And, will this new medicine affect any other organs in his body within these 5 days ?". Doctor shonge shonge bollo, "Wow, onar father critically ill, and he's busy, outstanding son. Anyways, hospital Administrator speaks very highly of you, so I don't care who gives the consent, but aapnar doubts gulo important, so I will answer them. Success rate is only 60%, it highly depends on patient condition, which is not so good in this case. Yes, ei medicine tar side effects khub beshi, tai jonnoi eta use kora hoi as a last resort. Eta long term use korle, his liver will cease to function normally, and his only working kidney will also stop working, though currently he's going in and out of consciousness. Tai amra only 5 days eta onake debo under strict supervision. Its a time of concern obviosuly, but rest assured we will always do our best for the patient. Amra onake kaal theke medicine ta star korbo, I will keep both of you updated. Well, since we are done here, amake aro patient report dekhte hobe. Goodnight gentlemen". Bole uni chole gelen, amar bondhu dariye roilo, O OPD te dhuke amar ulto diker chair'e boshe amakeo boshte bollo, amio boshlam, tarpor O bollo, "bhai eto bochor por dekha tor sathe, kintu ei rokom ekta shomai. Jai hok, ei patient'er barir lok, especially cheleta kemon re, ek baaro khoj o nilo na, doctor daklo tao elo na. Bhai ei rokom manush jibone khub kom dekhechi ami. Tobe sotti bolbo bhai, ei doctor ta kintu khub bhalo, O jokhon bollo ar kono option nei, tahole kintu sotti ar kichu kora jabe na hoito. Dekh koto ta tante pare patient'er shorir. Tobe onar barir lok ke toiri thakte bolish je kono kharap khoborer jonno. Bepar ta bhalor dike to jachei na". Amio doctor'er kothai ektu tensed, ar amar bondhu o eki kotha bollo, ami ektu tensed hoyei bollam, "bhai, ei Sukanto Kaku, mane je patient, amar Baba'r khub khub close friend chilo re. Baba benche thakle, Baba o khub koshto peto, onar barir lok oto ta bhalo na, seta theek, kintu ei lokta sotti khub bhalo re. Ami onake banchiye bari niye jete chai. Kintu ei bar mone hoi na seta parbo, onar eto ta kharap health condition, onar barir lok janai ni. Janish, onake OTC drug diye eto din rekhe diyechilo, sudhu symptoms gulo treat kore, ghore fele rekhe chilo onake. Underlying cause tar kono treatment'i korai ni ora, nahole lok ta aro onek din banchto, jah, amar nijer i khub kharap lagche ekhon. Amar bhalo lagche na, ami bari jai re, Kaku'r barir loke der o ei khobor ta dite hobe". Amar bondhu bollo, "Tui chinta korish na eto ta, tui ba koto korbi, oder nijeder kono responsibility nei. Amrita[amar friend'er wife] bolchilo, toke barite aste ekdin, kintu tui ki asbi ei shob jhamela'r modhe, tai bhebe toke invite korteo parchi na. Char, tui ekhon bari jaa, ami o jai. Amar double shift sesh hobe ektu pore, tai ekbar check kore ni shob theek ache kina. Tui shabdhane bike chalash, beshi chinta korish na, jaa howar, seta hobei, seta keu atkate pare na. Tui jaa". Bole O chair theke uthe dariye, door'er samne gelo, amio uthe egiye gelam ar oke bollam, "Sorry re bhai, Amrita boudi ke bolish ami onno kono shomai theek jabo, ekhon jachi na. Ami aschi re aaj. Ami kaal ek bar eshe, nahoi khobor niye jabo, tui ki kaal thakbi, naki aaj double shift sesh holo bole kaal tor off ?", O amar kotha shune bollo, "haan re, kaal off amar, ami jaowar age aaj nahoi ekbar doctor ke bole jabo, jate kaal uni toke ekbar update diye den, tui reception'e bolish tui dekha korbi, ora arrange kore debe. Chal aaj tahole jaowa jak", bole amra handshake korlam, tarpor O chole gelo, amio haate sanitizer ghoshte ghoshte bike parking'e eshe, bike ta niye beriye gelam. Mithe bolbo na, bike chalate chalate ei shob kotha ghurpak khachilo mathai, chintao hochilo Kaku'r jonno. Society te eshe, direct Avi'r bari te gelam, giye Kaki ke shob ta bollam, Kaki shob sune kandte kandte bollo, "Eto kichu hotoi na, time'e daktar ta dekhale, amra eto ta beshi bara bari hobe bujhte pari ni re. Tai urine problem holei Avi samner pharmacy theke bole oshud niye asto, kintu ashole bhitore eto ta shorir kharap seta to bujhi ni. Tui daktar'er sathe kotha bole ki bujhli, ei oshud tate theek hoye jaowar chance ache, tai na ?", ami ki ar bolbo, beshi rough kichu bolteo parchi na, already bhenge poreche Kaki, jodio eto kothar majhe Avi'r kono patta nei, sala suor ta eto kaaj korche ekhon, ki laabh, employee of the year to oke jail'er warden deben. Ami Kaki ke bollam, "dekho Kaki, Kaku'r ekta kidney puro bekar hoye gache, ar baki jeta ache, setao theek cholche na, ami shob ta tomake bollam, kichu lukai ni. Kaku'r shorir prochondo kharap, tao doctor bolechen, ei last medicine ta eto tai effective je, kaaj jodi hoi, tahole etei hobe, na hole kono medicine'e ar kaaj hobe na, kintu oi je bollam, eteo risk ache, onno organ gulo damage kore debe beshi din use korle. Dekha jak ki hoi, mon ke shokto koro, ekhono onek kichu howar baki ache. Tomar opodartho chele jodi theek time'e doctor check up gulo korato, tahole hoito eto taratari Kaku ke harabar chinta hoto na. Ami bari jachi, tumi gate ta bondho kore dao, jodi kono khabor pai, ami janabo". Bole ami bike niye garage'e dhuke, garage lock kore, duto helmet niye ghore eshe, age upore giye amar room theke change kore, tarpor ektu jol kheye, amar bed'e boshe bhabchi doctor jaa jaa bollo. Amar bed'e boshe paa dolate dolate bhabchi, hotat paa te kichu ekta shokto laglo, nichu hoye dekhlam, aaj Shokale je duto bosta bhorti diary upore enechilam, tate paa laglo. Nichu hoye ekta boshta theke diary bar korlam 3 te ek sathe, prothom ta khule name address ta check korlam, dekhlam blank ager diary gulor moton. Tarpor first page'er entry dekhlam, Dated: 05/01/2020, Maa likheche bangla te, "Aaj shokale ranna kore, Raju ke bole tarporei beriye chilam je ashram'e jachi, tao Raju bar bar call korchilo aaj. Sara din'e prai 4 bar call koreche. Ek du bar to Avi lagachilo, tokhon korlo, ar Avi khali birokto hochilo. Avi o boddo nongramo korche aaj kaal, amar ashram'e jaowa bondho kore dilo, sudhu oi video ta dekhiye. Kobe Guruji'r sathe amake korte dekhe video record kore rekhechilo, seta dekhiye blackmail kore amake ashram'e jete baron kore dilo, ar or sathe oi din gulo korte bollo. Raju keo koto kore bollam, Avi'r ekta job kore dite, job thakle amar upor ottachar ta kom hoi, kintu Raju'r o kono hel dol nei. Aaj sei shokal 11am e bari theke Avi amake niye gelo oi bondhu'r barite, sei 20th December, 2019 theke Avi amake or oi bondhur barite niye giye shoptahe 3 weekdays lagachilo. Kintu kheyal nei je aaj Robibar. Aaj jokhon amra or barite gelam, proti barer moton, Avi'r kache je extra chabi ta ache, seta diye door khule flat'e dhuke, tarpor proti din'er moton jemon Avi amake puro langto kore tarpor ghorer ekhane sekhane lagai, sei rokom aaj o, flat'e dhukei age amar saree saya blouse khule, sudhu bra ta poriye, sara hall ta amar pichone angul dhukiye ghoralo, ar nijer pant ta khule, pocket theke oi lubricant ta niye, nijer bara te lagiye, amake ekta dewall dhore dar koriye ek dhakai puro bara ta amar pichone dhukiye dilo, tarpor nijeo dewall tate haat diye tarpor amake jore koekta thap mere, amar bra ta khule dilo pichon theke, ar amar dud duto pichon theke chepe dhore, bonta angul'er fank'e rekhe chotkate thaklo. Ami chechachilam halka bethai, kintu Avi amake hall'er sofa te hatiye hatiye niye gelo, pichone bara dhukiye, tapor nije sofa te pith diye shuye porlo, emon bhabe je, or puro komor theke paa sofa'r baire chilo. Amake or dike ghure, or upore boshte bollo Avi, tarpor amar pod'e or bara ta dhukiye diye, amar pithe haath diye amake or buker sathe chepe dhorlo, ar nijer komor tule tule amake thapalo. Prochondo jore jore korchilo Avi, amio chechachilam, hotat kore main door ta khule Avi'r oi bondhu ta hall'e dhuke amader oi bhabe langto hoye korte dekhe, kichu khun dariye porlo. Tarpor nijei sorry sorry bole, kitchen'e giye haat'er shob packet gulo rakhlo, ar tarpor ek doure nijer bedroom'e dhuke gelo ar chechiye Avi ke bollo, je Avi oke keno na bole ba jigesh na kore aaj esheche. Eto khune Avi abar amake chudte shuru kore diye chilo, ami prochondo lojjai pore gechilam, jodio chele ta er age, ek budh bar dupure flat'e chole eshechilo taratari office theke, ar eshe amake Avi'r bara chuste dekhechilo. Tokhon o amra langtoi chilam, kintu aaj je ekebare chudte dekhe nilo. Ar nirlojjo Avi amake thapate thapate uttor dilo oke, je Avi'r naki kheyal chilo na aaj robibar, chutir din, tai ar inform kore ashe ni. Ami koto kore baron korlam Avi ke, ektu charte bollam jate ami saree ta porte pari, kintu Avi shomane oi bhabei amake kore gelo, ar aste aste amar kaaner kache gala gal diye bollo, jeno ami aaj ke na hagi, karon onno din amra amader kaaj kore, flat porishkar kore tobe jai, ar aaj jodi cheleta amar paikhana kora dekhe fele tahole ar hoito flat'e dhukte debe na. Ami Avi ke bollam je aste aste korte, tahole hoito ami control korte parbo, kintu Avi to sunlo na. Gatiye gatiye koekta thap mere, bar kore nilo amar pichon theke, ar bollo, je ami jeno jama kapor pore ni. Avi jodio maal fele ni tokhono, tao ami hap chere bachlam, ar taratari kore saya saree pore, blouse ta pore tarpor mone porlo, bra to pori ni, ekdin odik khuje dekhlam bra pore ache ektu dure, tai ota niye bag'e dhukiye nilam ar dekhlam Avi'o jama pant pore ready hoye gache. Tarpor or bondhu take jore chechiye Avi bollo, je amra chole jachi ekhon, pore onno din call kore asbo. Ami to bhablam Avi'r bodhoi subudhi hoyeche, tai niche eshe, gari te boshe Avi ke jiggesh korlam, je ekhon tahole bari jabo kina, O shonge shonge bollo haan. Ar amra society te fire elam, gari ta Avi amader 2 to bari age park kore rakhlo, okhan theke amader bari ta dekha jai na. Tarpor amake bollo, oder bari jete hobe or sathe, okhane aaj o amake lagabe. Ami already oi video tar bhoye achi, tai na bolteo parchi na. Kintu khali bhoi hochilo, jodi Raju dekhe fele, kothau diye, karon Avi'r barir dorja ar amar barir dorja ekdom samna samni. Bhoi bhoi Avi'r barir samne jetei dekhi Sudha age thekei oder main door ta khule dariye ache, ami Avi'r pichon pichon oder barite dhuke, shoja Avi'r ghore gelam, niche jodio Sukanto ke dekhte pelam na, bodhoi ghumiye poreche nijer ghore. Avi amake or ghorei abar langto kore bichanar upor kukur choda dichilo pichone. Besh onek khun korar por amar gud'er rosh beriye top top kore bichanate por chilo, hotat pichon theke Sudha'r gola pelam, Avi ke bollo, 'Ai oshobho, tui niche korte parli na, bichana ta to ei bar nongra hobe, ke porishkar korbe suni, ei magi to hege chorabe ekhuni'. Ami prochondo choto hoye gechilam oder samne, Sudha'o aaj kaal amake gala gal diye kotha bole, jokhon Avi amake lagai. Ar Avi to prochondo nongra gala gal dei amai aaj kaal. Avi or Maa'er kotha sune amar pichon theke bara ta bar kortei, olpo ek du fota gu niche bichanate porlo, ami ghar ghuriye dekhlam Avi or Maa ke nijer bara te holud holud gu laga dekhiye, gala gal diye bollo, "keno magi, toke jokhon chudi, tui o to hagish, mutish, tar bela. Tui porishkar korbi er por. Ei dekh, khanki ekhon i hege feleche, bondhur barite aaj bhalo kore chudte parini, tai to barite enechi maal take. Tumi bara jao ekhan theke, nahole chup kore dariye dekho, bok bok koro na. Aaj rendi take gu makhiye chudbo". Bole abar amar pithe'r upor uthe, amar pacha'r fank'e nijer gu laga bara ta ghoshe ghoshe, puro pacha te bara'r gu ta lagalo, tarpor samne jhuke, tola diye amar jhola dud duto ke dhore chotkate chotkate, nijer bara ta amar pod'e dhukiye dilo. Dud chepe ko ekta thap marlo, ami kende kendei Avi ke request korlam, jate ontoto SUdha ke okhan theke jete bole, kintu O bollo, or barite or Maa jekhane icche thakte pare. Bole amar dud chere diye, bogoler tola diye haat dhukiye, nijer komor tule tule, shojore gatiye 10 thap mere, amar pod'er ekdom bhitore nijer maal ta dhal lo. Tarporeo amake aro 2 minute thapalo jore jorei. Tarpor amake chepe thele, upur kore pet'er upor shuiye diye pod'e bara dhukiye pore roilo kichu khun, amar pith'e kiss korlo, tarpor amar ghar'eo chatlo ektu, tarpor dan haat'er maduli ar chain ta chete chete, amake abar thapate shuru korlo. Ami chitkar korchilam bethai, tate Sudha pichon theke bollo, 'ai besha, tor maan izzat nei manlam, kintu amader ache. Chup chap thap kha, ar ulto diker barite tor chele ache, jodi ekbar sune ekhane chole ashe tahole tor kopal purbe re magi. Amar cheler bichana to nongra korei dili, ontoto chechano ta bondho kor, roj to nish pod'e tao chechash keno', Sukhno pod mare Avi amar, tai bethai chechate hoi amake. Ekhon amar haat'er maduli chosha bondho kore bogol ta matha nichu kore chete dilo olpo ektu, tarpor amar dan kandh ta kamre dhore, Avi pichon theke besh jore ko ekta thap mere, amar pithe shuye pore, pod'er modhe abar maal charlo olpo ektu, ar tola theke duto haath dhukiye dud duto chotkate shuru korlo ektu. Ami eto khune chitkar komoanor jonno, matha'r balish ta kamre chilam. Kintu chokher jol to thamate parlam na. Se to shomane beriyei gelo. kichu khun pore Avi amar upor theke uthe jaowar shomai, amar ekta pachai, chotash kore ekta chor mere gelo. Ami ei bar balish ta mukh theke shoriye pash fire dekhlam, Sudha dorja'r samne dariye dariye amar oboshta dekhe hansche. Avi bathroom theke fire ashar por, ami gelam ar nijer pod ta ar pacha ta bhalo kore dhuye nilam. Tarpor baire eshe, saya ta diye puche, saree blouse pore bag ta niye bari chole elam. Ghore dhuktei Raju onek proshno korechilo je, gari to garage'e dhoke ni, ar amar gaa theke kemon gondho beroche. Ulto palta bole oke bujhiye ghore dhuke snan kore tarpor fresh hoye shob kaaj korechi. Aaj jodio Avi shonde belai ar amake birokto koreni, raate korbe bole onek khun dhore phone korchilo, tai Raju opore jaowar onek khun pore, Avi ke call kore aste bolechilam, Kintu phone'e kotha bolte boltei sunte pelam Sudha'r chechanor aowaj, ami bujhe gechilam, je O tokhon Sudha ke korche, tai ar beshi kichu boli ni. Aaj ei porjontoi, ebar shute jabo". Holy cow, ami ki mood niye boshe chilam ar ei ekta entry, tar band bajiye dilo. Bloody hell, Avi amar Maa ke nijer bondhur barite niye giye chudto, kintu Maa ekbaro bhabe ni je jodi rasta ghate oi bondhu ta Maa ke kono din dekhe jodi kichu bole, tahole to shobar samne Maa'er shomman hani hobe. Tobe Maa je majhe majhei likhche je Avi kono na kono video dekhiye Maa ke blackmail korche, tarmane oi shob video gulo dekhiye Maa ke use kore Avi, kintu ar je kono bhabe amar Maa ke blackmail korte parbe na suor ta. Ami oi diary ta rekhe onno diary ta tule tar page gulo ulte palte porte porte dekhlam, ekta entry goto bochorer, Dated: 01/09/2019, Maa lickche, "Aaj khub tired ami, shokal 10:30am te ashram'e gechi, tokhon Guruji shobe snan shere beriyechen. Amake dekhe, onar ghore aste bollen, tarpor shobai ke bar kore dilen ghor theke. Nijei dhoti ta khule amar samne eshe amake matite boshiye diye amar mukhe onar mota bara ta dhukiye dilen, khub beshi lomba na onar ta, tobe Avi'r theke mota bote. Ami chuste chuste, ek haat diye nijer saree ta chere fellam, tarpor uni nije jhuke amar blouse ta khule, amar saya'r dori ta tene khule dilo. Tarpor amar mukhe bara gujei, jhuke pore amar pichone angul dhokalen besh kichu khun, tarpor amar mukh theke bara ta bar kore, amar pod'e dhokano angul ta amar mukhe dhukiye dilen, ami bujhte pari ni eta korben uni, age kono din kore ni ei rokom, gondho lagleo chete porishkar kore dilam angul ta. Uni amake dar koriye bra ta khullen, ar nijer matha ta jhukiye amar ekta dud chuste thaklen. Tarpor amake onar shinghashon'e adh-shoya kore boshiye, amar ekta paa nijer kandhe tule, nijer mota bara ta amar gud'e dhukiye dilen ek thape. Ar amar ekta dud dhore, tene amake thapiye gelen, amar arekta paa diye onar komor tene tene dhorchilam. Proti ta thape, amar pet, dud, thigh, shob norchilo. Tar-i moddhe, ek sebika Rohini namok, se main door khule shoja bhitore eshe amader samne dariye Guruji ke bollo je onek notun bhakto esheche, ar Guruji'r darshan'er time hoye gache, tai Guruji jeno taratari baire jai. Rohini amar dike takiye michke henshe bollo, 'Ei to Didi, ei ko mash'e tomar pet'er charbi onek ta kome gache, tomra koro, ami jai', bole beriye gelo. Eta theek, Raju'r Baba mara jaowar por theke ei prai tana 3 mash ami ashram'e jachi, shoptahe 3 din kore, ar Guruji amar samne pichone kore kore amar pet ta onekta komiye diyechen. Rohini khub bhalo meye, or samne Guruji bohu bar amake koreche, abar amar samneo Guruji Rohini ar baki shebika der korechen, ei ashram'er meye ra bhalo, kauke kharap kotha bole na. Guruji Rohini'r kotha ta sune amake ek tu jore jore thapachilo amar ek ta pa ar dud dhore, amio ar ekta paa diye onar komor ta joriye dhore tene tene nichilam. Kintu Uni bollen amake matite shute paa upore tule, ami tai korlam, ar pacha tene onake gud'er futo ta dekhalam, Uni eshe amar duto paa nijer du kandhe niye, amar gud'e bara ta dhukiye, amar pete'er upor chepe dhore, amake chude amar rosh bar kore dilo. Ami rosh beroche boltei, uni uthe bara ta gud theke bar korei, amar mukhe dhukiye, porishkar kore dite bollen. Amio gud'e bara peye, anonde onar bara ta chushue porishkar kore onake chere dilam. Uni dhoti ta pore baire chole gelen. Ami uthe boshe, nijer saya ta diye, gud ta puche, ota pore dud'er upor bendhe niye, pashe ekta godi rakha chilo, tate, ektu rest nilam. Tarpor dorja kholar aowaje ghum bhanglo, dekhlam Guruji dhukeche, sathe Rohini o chilo hate duto thala, thala gulo pasher ekta table'e rekhe amake Rohini bollo dupure kheye nite, bole dorja bondho kore beriye gelo. Guruji onar shinghashone boshe, dhoti ta khule, pashe rekhe amake deke bollo, 'ai re Maa, ekhon matro 15 minute ache, prochur bhakto baire. Ektu tor sathe songom kori'. Amio giye nijer saya ta khule onar upor shoja shuji boshe pore, amar du paa du dike diye onar bara ta gud'e adjust kore nilam, uni amar mukher dike takiye, amar ekta dud nijer mukhe dhukiye chushe chushe, amar pacha'r tolai dhore amake oth bosh korte ishara korlo, amio korlam kichu khun tarpor onar mukher samne ar ekta dud niye jetei, uni khop kore ota mukhe niye ektu kamrei abar jore jore chuste shuru korlo, ar mukher modhe-i amar bonta take jib diye dolchilo, ami ar thakte na pere, onar matha ta chepe amar buke dhore thaklam, ar uni amar pacha dhore upore tule rekhe, tola theke bara githe githe amai chude gelo. Tarpor kichu khun oi bhabe kore uni amar bonta ta daant diye kamre ditei ami ar control korte na pere, komor bekiye chitkar kore amar rosh chere onar kole boshte jachi, ar uni tokhon-i tola theke ekta jore thap mere, amake onar kole chepe dhore, gol gol kore amar gud'er modhei ek cup maal chere dilen. Tarpor amar bonta ta mukh theke bar kore amake kat kore shinghashonei boshiye, amar saya ta mati theke tule, nijer bara ta puche, dhoti pore, saya ta amake diye chole gelen baire. Ami kapte kapte okhane boshe amar rosh ar onar maal ta matite fellam, ar kichu ta shinghashone o porechilo, tar besh kichu khun pore saya ta diye gud ta puche, tarpor abar saya ta pore, bathroom theke haath mukh dhuye eshe, lunch'e fruits ar sheddo chaler polao ar aloo dum kheye, bag theke jol bar kore kheye, oi godi tate abar shuye porlam. Lunch kore pet bhorti howar karone, kokhon ghumiye porechilam, jani na. Onek pore ghum bhanglo betha te, amar dud'er ekta bonta khub betha korchilo, tai ghum ta bhenge gelo, ar shonge shonge bujhlam amar gud'e keu bara diyeche, kheyal korlam ami baa pash hoye shuye achi ar amar saya ta buk'er theek niche ar peter upor naru hoye ache samner dike, dud duto khola, ar ekta haath pichon theke eshe amar daan dud tar bonta ta chepe dhore ache, ar amake ke kaat kore chudche. Ami matha ta pichone ghoratei dekhlam Guruji duto shojore thap mere bollo, 'uff Maa re, tor ja gotor, ufff, ne Maa ne, amar birjo ne', bole amar dan dud ta chepe dhore, pichone tene, onar bara ta chepe gud'er bhitore dhukiye maal charlo. Kichu khun oi bhabe thekei tarpor bara bar kore bollo, je uni aaj aar aste parben na, karon kichu businessman asbe onar sathe dekha korar jonno. Uni uthe nijer dhoti ta pore beriye gelen. Ami bujhteo parini kokhon uni eshe dhokalen. Guruji berotei, Rohini ghore elo, ar amake amar saree ar blouse ar bra ta egiye dilo, beshir bhag din i jokhon Guruji sesh bar amake kore, tar pore Rohini ashe, karon majhe majhe Guruji pod'eo dhokai, ar amar gu beriye jai, tai Rohini eshe amake porishkar kore dei nije ar tarpor jaiga gulo porishkar kore. Ami uthe boshlam, ar kheyal korlam amar gud theke prochur maal ar rosh beroche, oto ta kokhon dilen Guruji seta ami bujhteo parini. Ami Rohini ke jiggesh korlam je time kota holo, ar Guruji kokhon ghore ashlo. Rohini henshe bollo, 'Didi, ekhon prai shonde 6:45pm, tumi to 6pm nagat bari jao. Aaj to Guruji, lunch'er por tomake prai 3 bar korlo, tumi to aaj behusher moton ghumachile, ami to du bar eshe tomar pacha ar pith ta bhije kapor diye muche diye gelam. Tumi khub tired tai na, ami gari bole diyechi, ready ache, tumi ready hoye chole esho', ami or kotha ta shune obak hoye gechilam. Guruji aaj aamai 5 bar koreche, tao abar 3 bar korlo amar ghumano obosthai, aar ami bujhteo parini. Ki hoche amar din din. Ami taratari kore change kore, okhan theke beriye elam, ashram'er gari amake society'r gate obdi roj namiye dei. Bari eshe change kore nighty pore dinner baniye ami ar Raju kheye nilam. Tarpor Raju shute chole gelo taratari, tai amio ar TV na dekhe, nije ghore dhuke, bichana ta theek korchilam, Avi'r call elo, tar amake chai ekhon raat'e, ami baron korlam kintu se checha-mechi shuru kore dilo phone'e tei, je ami naki Guruji ke beshi time dichi, o ke na, badho hoye aste bollam 10 minute por. Aaj kal ami shoptahe 3 din Guruji'r kache jai, tai oi din gulo din'er belai Avi'r sathe korte hoi na, ar or job'er jonno beshir bhag din, O morning walk'eo ashe na, majhe majhe ashe jodio, tai ashram theke eshe raat'e Avi ke pichon marte ditei hoi, nahole hungama kore. 10 minute pore abar phone korlo, ami aste kore giye main door ta khule dilam, Avi khali gaye esheche, sudhu ekta bermuda pore. Ami ground floor'er shob light off korar age, Avi ke bollam je aste kore dekhe aste Raju shuye poreche kina, O khali paye gelo, tarpor eshe bollo, Raju'r ghorer light off, mane Raju ghumiye poreche. Amio shob light off kore, amar ghore dhuke night lamp ta on kore bichanai uthe boshlam, Avi amake ready hote bollo. Ami tai nighty ta khule pashe rekhe hamaguri diye bichanai wait korlam Avi'r. Pichon'er futo te kichu ekta besh thanda thanda kichu onubhob korlam, ghar ghuriye dekhlam, Avi gel diche amar pichone, tarpor bichana te uthe amar pithe uthe, amar pod'e bara ta ghoshe aste aste kore dhokalo, ar samne jhuke amar kane'r kache mukh niye eshe fish fish kore bollo, 'aaj tomai gel lagiye chudbo Jethi, tarpor ektu mutbo tomar pod'e, ami aaj dinner korar age theke mutini, tomar pod'e mutbo bole, khub moja hobe, onek din por korbo, ekhon to ar Mama'r bari jao na beshi, nahole age to highway te gari te tomai chudlei, taomar pod'e mute ditam', ami or motlob bujhte pere, oke baron kore oke shorate chailam, kintu totokhun o amake thapate shuru kore diye che. Aaj amar betha kom lagchilo, tai beshi chechai ni ami. Majhe majhe to amar matha'r chul gulo tene tene chudchilo, kintu amar bhoi hochilo Avi jodi amar pichon'er futo te mote, tahole to bichana bhorti hoye shob porbe. Na na, eke to Raju opore thaka shoteo Avi shoptahe 3 te raat amar pichon mare, ar aaj amar beshi jore chechale jodi Raju sune fele, tar opor bichana noshto hobe. Ami ektu ektu kore pichote giye bed'er kinarai giye theme gelam, Avi bepar ta bujhte pere abar amar kaner kache jhuke amar dud duto chotkate chotkate bollo, 'Uff sona Jethi, tumi eto chinta koro na, bichanate tomake rekhe mutbo na, tomar pod'e age maal ta dhali, tarpor, bathroom'e giye tomar pod'e mutbo, hoyeche to shanti, ei bar bhalo khanki'r moton pod marao', or kotha gulo khub nongra. Kintu ekhon ar upai nei, O prai 5-7 minute aro oi bhabei jore jore pod'e dhukiye nijer maal ta charlo. Or gorom gorom maal ta bujhte parchilam bhitore, kintu tar sathe besh kichu ta gorom jol, mane or mut o berolo pod'e. Oto khun na mute esheche bollo, tai hoito beriye gache. Ami oke aste kore amake oi bhabe bara dhukiye niyei namte bollam, O tai korlo ar ek sathe amra bathroom'e dhuklam, ar shonge shonge Avi amake comod dhore samne jhukiye diye, pod'e or norom bara ta aro chepe dhore, chor chor kore mute dilo, Uff se ki gorom jol ar pod theke chitke chitke berochilo, ar Avi amar pet chotkate chotkate mute gelo pod'er futo te. Tarpor bara ta bar kore nilo ar ami ghure kono rokome comode'e boshlam, ar shonge shonge chor chor kore or mut maal ar amar paikhana berote shuru korlo. Avi bara dhuye ghore giye nijer bermuda pore, amake aschi bole aste aste main door khule bari chole gelo. Ami porishkar hoye tarpor nighty pore main door ta bondho kore, tarpor nijer ghore boshe eita likhchi, ei bar ghumabo. Sara din onek dhokol gache". Ami ei ta porte porte nijer maal felechi du bar, fuck shit, Maa ki shob koreche eto bochore. Ami abar chintai pore gelam, eto gulo diary ami jalabo ki kore.