Amar Boisko Maa er Chodon Lila - অধ্যায় ৪৮

Oi bhabe jama pant pore bath nite giye, shob cash bhije gelo, but phone ta ziplock packet'e chilo tai beche gache. Jai hok, bath niye, shob bhije clothes washing machine'e diye rinse kore nilam. Tarpor ektu jol kheye, burbon biscuit'er packet khule khete boshe chi, amar phone bajlo, Choto Mama call koreche, ami call receive kore Hello bollam, Mama bollo, "baba tui theek achish, ami bhoi peye gechilam, TV te ki shob dekhache, Ami raat'ei aschi, toke ekha thakte hobe na. Didi khub chinta korche ar kandche, Boudi raag korche je tui keno geli oi cheletar sathe. Toke to onek khun dhore call korchilam, tui to dhorli na". Ami etar jonno prepared chilam na, ami shobai ke ki bhabe bolbo, ar ei video ke ke dekheche, ki jani. Tobe Choto Mama ekhuni bari chole ele ami to porer kaaj gulo korte parbo na. Ami bollam, "Mama, tumi chinta koro na. Ami theek achi, ar oi video ta, society'r ekta chele baniyeche. Ar security officer'er side theke amake kono jhamela koreni ar. Ami theek achi, tumi tara huro kore esho na ekhon. Corona khub baje bhabe chorache, tumi beshi baire beriyo na. Ar Maa ke ar Mami ke bolo chinta na korte. Ami theek achi, ar oi Avi kharap koreche ekta meye'r sathe, tar shasti pache. Tumi ekdom chinta koro na". Mama bollo, "na na, amar chinta hoche, ami jachi, toke ekhane niye asbo, ar ta nahole, ami thakbo tor shonge. Ar tui ektu kotha bolto Didi'r sathe, khub kanna kati korche O", bole phone ta Maa ke dilo, Maa kando kando golai bollo, "E shob ki hoche Raju, tui keno ei shob'er modhe jorali, tui ekhane chole ai. Amar ar eishob bhalo lagche na", ami Maa ke shanto kore bollam, "Maa jeta bolchi, seta mon diye shono, raat'e jokhon tumi ghore eka thakbe, amake call koro, ami shob ta bujhiye bolbo. Tumi bekar chinta koro na, ami ekdom theek achi, amar kichu hoi ni. Tobe ekhon ami ektu tired, taratari dinner ta baniye ni, raat to holo. Tumi kintu ar kandbe na. Raat'e call koro, ar Choto Mama ke bolo jeno tension na kore. Ami theek achi". Maa tarpor bollo, "theek ache, tui bolchish jokhon ami bhai ke bolchi, tobe tui kintu shabdhane thakish, tui kheye ne ami rakhchi". Bole call ta cut kore dilo, pichone jodio Choto Mama amar kache asar jonno checha mechi korchilo, seta ami sunte pachilam, tobe Maa nischoi bole diyeche. Phone ta rekhe, taratari kore dinner banate shuru korlam, roti korte icha korchilo na tai noddles baniye nilam, khete boshechi abar call elo, amar Bengaluru'r friend'er. Ke jane e abar ki bolbe, Hello bolte, O bollo, "bhai tui to kapiye diyechish, mind blowing bepar to, ekta chor'e gaal fete gelo scoundrel tar. Ami prochondo happy bhai, tui bhabte parbi na, ami shobai ke forward kore diyechi oi clip ta, puro social media te, tui dapiye berachish #trueIndian #heroIndian nam'e. Bhai ami Kolkata aschi 2-3 week por, tor sathe jomiye adda dite hobei. Tui kichu bol", ki kore bolbo, O nijei bok bok kore gelo, Bengaluru te boshe, Kolkata'r khobor pache, social media isn't a boon, its a curse indeed. Ami bollam, "Ki bolbo bhai, tui to shob dekhechish. Ami iche kore kichuu kori ni, it was accidental, ar ulte amar'i khoti holo, pillar'er light ta benge gelo. Char oi shob, case mite gache, ar ko-ek din, bas tarpor i case closed. Avi'r nam shobar jibon theke erased. Ai bon theek aache to, mane kanna kati korche na to", O bollo, "arey tui pagol naki, bon to ulte tor fan hoye gache, bolche tor sathe ekhuni dekha korbe. Bhai tor video edit kore social media te meme cholche, shobai bolche, Marbo e gaal'e rokto berobe O gaal'e. Tarpor tor bhoi na peye, security officer brutality'r birudhe rukhe darano'r jonno to shobai tor support'e bolche, toder city security officer'er official handle theke apologise O koreche, tor abar kono social media handle nei, na hole toke theek tag korto ora. Arey toke to ashol kotha bolai hoi ni, Boss amar theke tor address niyeche, bollo Mr. Rajesh Ghosh ke congratulations pathatei hobe personally, bhai Boss tor naam theek theek boleche. Tui puro desh'e kapiye berachish bhai". Ami attention pochondo kori na, ei shob faltu social media hype amar birokto lage. Ami bollam oke, "Ami na bhai, Corona kapiye berache puro world'e, seta jodi sobar mathai thake, tahole shobai bhalo thakbe. Ar bon theek ache sune bhalo laglo. Ami toke video call kore Avi'r arrest dekhate partam na, but bhagger khela dekh, tui theek dekhte peye geli. Jai hok, jaa hobar ta hoye gache. Tobe ei video ta niye ar barabari korish na, eta amar personal request tor kache[pichone kono ekta meye bolchilo, 'amake ektu de na, ami ektu kotha boli', ami ar kotha na bariye bollam]. Bhai ami khub tired, ektu age bari firechi, dinner korchi tai call ta disconnect korchi ekhon, pore onno din kotha hobe. Ok goodnight. Bhalo kore ghuma aaj, your wish came true afterall". Bole call ta cut kore dilam. Na hole O abar karor sathe kotha boliye dito amake. Ar tarao ei video clip niye eki jinish bar bar bolto. Ami taratari dinner ta shere, plate dhuye. Store room'e giye oi Stair Climbing Cart ta bar kore garage'e niye gelam. Tapor oi metal drum duto ekta ekta kore, cart'e bendhe, siri diye aste aste kore, ekebare terrace'e niye gelam. Khub oshubidha hoyechilo tulte oi drum duto ke, besh boro o gulo, tai ghorer dorja diye bar korte khub problem hochilo, tarpor siri'r landing'e oi drum duto ke cart'e niye ghorate khub problem hoyecchilo. Any ways, chade drum duto rekhe, ami cart niye abar ground floor'e ashi, tarpor boro boshta gulo theke 2 dozen kore diary bar kore, segulo ke cart'e rekhe, tarpor bhalo kore dori diye bendhe chade'e tuli. Ei bhabe prai 12-15 times upor nich kore amar obostha kharap hoye gelo, ami ektu boshe jol kheye abar chade gelam petrol'er jerry can ta niye. Oto gulo diary, ami hard cover na khule, shob sudhu drum'e dhukiye diyechilam, duto drum puro full, tar upor diye ami bhalo kore petrol choriye dilam. Tarpor matchstick jele agun lagiye di. Ami ar neighbour der kotha bhabi ni, keu kichu jiggesh korle, tokhon kichu ekta bole debo, but jodi barite keu chole ashe, tahole eto gulo diary dekhe 1000 ta proshno, ar jodi ektao diary pore fele, tahole shob sesh hoye jabe. Agun jolche dau dau kore duto drum'ei, I'm certain smoke na bojha geleo, agun'er flame ta onek upor obdi jachilo, ami okhane wait na kore, abar ground floor'e giye, aro diary cart'e bendhe bendhe tulte thaklam chade, agun jolche, tobe ekta drum'e besh kichu ta diary pure gache mone holo, karon agun ta onekta bhitore dhuke gache, ami directly jerry can theke petrol dhalar shahosh korlam na ar, karon by chance agun ta jerry can'er spout'e lege jete parto ar boro accident hoye jeto. Tai dairy gulo chade rekhe, tar upor petrol dhele dilam, chadeo porlo kichu ta, but soak kore nilo chad ta. Tarpor diary gulo chure drum'er bhitor fele dilam, abar dau dau kore jore jole uthlo agun. Ami okhane wait na kore, shob diary gulo duto drum'e distribute kore fele dilam. Tarpor niche giye aro diary tule anlam. Chade onek diary stack kore niche giye dekhlam, ar 1.5 boshta baki ache, ami abar oi bhabei diary tulte thaklam chade. Aro onek gulo diary drum'e fele dilam petrol choriye, amar pocket'er phone ta bajlo, dekhi Maa call koreche, but aro obak holam, je raat 12:45am baje mobile dekhe, mane ami eto khun dhore sudhu diary tule gelam. Jai hok phone ta receive kore Hello bollam, Maa bollo, "Ki re tui ghumash ni, ami to bhablam tui hoito shuye porechish. Ki korchish ekhono jege ? Tor Boro Mama, bari eshe shob shune are dekhe, khub raga ragi korche, toke kaal chole aste bolche. Tui bolechili raat'e amar ghore eshe call korte, tai shobar shuye porar por toke call ta korlam. Bol ki bolbi, tobe tar age sotti kore bol, Avi tor gaye haat tole ni to, ba oi security officer ta toke mare ni to pore ?", ami concrete'er slab'er upore boshe Maa ke bollam, "na Maa, amake keu mare ni, na security officer na Avi. Tobe Avi ke ami aaj mere, amar bohu din'er shok ta mitiye chi, tobe amader main gate'er pillar'er light ta bhenge gache oi mar pite[ami bar bar pillar light'er kotha bhabchilam, karon Avi'r theke oi shamanno pillar light ta amar kache beshi dami, oita ami nijer haat'e kine enechilam]. Oi ta ektu dhukho lagche. Age bolo, tomar ghorer dorja bondho to ? ar Choto Mama ar Mami ghumiye che to ? Keu amader kotha sunte pabe na to ?". Maa bollo, "na na, keu sunte pabe na, ar ami to speaker'e diye kotha bolchi na, je tor aowaj sona jabe. Ar ghorer dorja besh mota, baire beshi aowaj jabe na. Bhai ar choto bou onek agei ghumiye poreche, Ora ekhono bhabche kaal bhore tor kache jabe, ami aaj raat ta kono rokom bhabe aatke chi, dekhi kaal ki bole aatkano jai. Tui bol ki bolbi, ar eto goponiota keno re ?". Ami bollam, "Goponiota ache Maa. Tahole sono, ami agei bolechi tomake je Kaku'r hospital'er bill Kaki ra bolechilo Mediclaim'e metabe, jodio seta ar shombhob na. Tao, tokhon sei mediclaim'er formalities korte giye, amar haat'e Kaki ar Avi'r joint account'er passbook ta pore, seta update korte giye dekhi Bengaluru te amar je bondhur office'e Avi ke job diyechilam, sekhane je din joto taka churi hoyechilo, sei din'e Avi nijer account'e theek oto takai deposit koreche Bengaluru'r branch theke. Tai amar shondeho hote amar bondhu ke passbook'er chobi tule pathai ar Bondhu'r Boss'er security officer'r boro officer der sathe bhalo jana shona bole, ora taratari 2 + 2 = 4 kore fele, shob evidence jogar kore feleche bank thekeo, ar warrant issue hoi Avi'r nam'e. Ar oi mediclaim'er id ta joma dite giye, amar haat'e Avi'r ekta dami macbook pore, tobe Avi amake oita open korte baron kore bar bar, tatei amar aro shondeho hoi. Ami oita bari te niye eshe open kori ar ote jaa chilo shob amar computer'e transfer kore, Avi ke laptop ta ferot diye di. Oi laptop'e Avi onek gulo sex video joma kore rekhechilo", ei ta boltei Maa kemon aantke uthe bollo, "ki, ki bolli tui, sex video mane, tui ki bolchish, mane oi oi internet'er baje video to, tai to ? Ki re bolna", Maa boddo bhoi peye gelo mone hoi, kemon elated sound korchilo. Ami abar bollam, "Maa, tumi eto ta tensed hoyeo na. Baje bhalo video hoi na, video to video hoi, baje to manush hoi Maa. Jai hok, majh khane atkiyo na amake, age bole ni puro ta, tarpor tumi jaa jiggesh korar, koro. Oi laptop'e Avi je je mohilla'r sathe sex koreche, tader protek'er video ache, alada alada folder'e. Ekta folder'e ami ekti kom boyoshi meye'r video ar tate date dekhe bujhte pari, je oita Avi Bengaluru te shoot koreche, ami amar bondhu ke boli, ebong sei meye tir chobi dekhai, tokhon se rege amake bole je oi meye ta, tar i bon. Ebong pore tar bon ke jiggesh kore amake confirm kore je Avi oi meye tar sathe onek bar sex koreche, ar meye take video dekhiye blackmail kore, taka poisa ar jewellery niyeche. Amar kothai, amar bondhu tar bon'er hoye security officer case kore Avi'r nam'e ar or Boss'er boro security officer officer bondhuder shahaje, Avi'r nam'e aro ekta warrant issue hoi. Tai oto security officer eshechilo aaj, Avi ke arrest korte, amake age thekei amar bondhu bole rekhechilo, ar or Boss'o bollo je Avi'r obostha ebar kharap hobe. Ei bar tumi bolo". Maa already kanna kati korte shuru kore diyeche tao bollo fopate fopate, "haan re, tui je bol bolli video ache Avi'r kache. Mane tui, tui dekhechish shob gulo vi video ? Mane ami, ami jiggesh korchi je ka kar kar video ache ?". Bujhlam Maa, bhoi peyeche, bujhte pereche, je Maa'er o video thakte pare. Ami bollam, "onek'er video ache, jemon amader barite je Kaaj'er Mashi chilo, tar sathe sex kore onek gulo video koreche Avi, tarpor amader soceity'te Kakoli aunty ache, tar satheo onek video ache. Office'e onek meyeder sathe video ache, tarpor amar bondhur bon'er sathe video ache. Avi'r nijer mashi, mane Kaki'e choto bon'er sathe sex kore, take pregnant korar video ache. Mane oi je bacha ta amader bari eshechilo sedin, oi ta Avi'r meye", Maa akash theke porlo, "ki bolchish tui, eto gulo meye der sathe Avi oi shob nongrami koreche. Ar bacha ta Avi'r, etao shombhob[bole Maa mone holo, surprised hoye gelo, tapor kemon shondeho kore jiggesh korlo]. Bas ei to, ar karor video nei na. Tai to Raju ?". Ami eibar bollam, "na na, aro ache, tomake to sob theke boro du jon'er kotha bolai hoi ni. Avi nijer Maa'er sathe sex koreche, tar video recording o ache. Jodio ami jani Avi Kaki sathe sex kore, ami nijer chokhe dekheo chi bohu bar. Aro arek jon'er video chilo or laptop'e. Tar'i sob theke beshi video chilo". Maa ar kotha bolte parche na, ami porishkar sunte pachi, jore jore nishash niche ar fopache, je kono muhurte abar kende felbe, Maa kando kando golai jiggesh korlo, "ka, kaar video ache or kache ?". Ami bollam, "ache na chilo. Ami Avi'r laptop theke oi mohilla'r shob video delete kore diyechi permanently. Ar kono bhabei oi video gulo ferot ante parbe na keu. Ami ekhane ashar ager din raat'e tomake ekta kotha diyechilam, mone porche Maa. Ami shob theek kore debo. Kore diyechi theek. Tumi nischinte thako, ar tomake bhoi dekhate parbe na keu". Maa hau hau kore kandte shuru kore diyeche, bujhte pere gache, ami Maa'er kothai bolchilam eto khun. Kandte kandtei bollo, "tui shob jantish age thekei", shomane kende gelo Maa. Maa'er kannai jodi Mama ba Mami jege jai, jodio duto alada floor, tao. Ami bollam, "Maa kanna bondho koro age, Mama ba Mami uthe porte pare, Kanna thamao. Ar kende kono lab nei, tomar kannar din sesh. Ebar chup koro. Kanna bondho koro Maa[dekhlam, Maa kanna thamiyeche tobe fopache continuously, ami bollam]. Acha tomar na amar sathe ki joruri kotha chilo, bolo dekhi. Ami to ekhon okhane jete parchi na, tai bolchi, tumi phone'i bolo. Keu ache kina arek bar dekhe nao baire tate. Tarpor bolo ami sunchi. Ki go, aaj o bolbe na amake". Maa'er aowaj pelam, Maa kandchilo abar, kintu hotat kore call ta disconnect hoye jai. Maa ki amar kothai koshto pelo, kintu ami to shob ta theek kore dilam, tahole Maa keno kandlo, ami video gulo dekhe felechi bole kandlo naki, bepar ta theek bujhte parlam na. Oi dike drum'er agun kemon nicher dike dhuke jache, ami stack kore rakha diary gulo te petrol dhele, drum'er modhe fele dilam, abar dau dau kore agun jole uthlo. Ami phone ta chade rekhe abar niche gelam cart ta niye, ar 2 dozen kore diary bendhe chade tule anlam, oi half boshta sesh, tarpor baki je boro boshta chilo, setar theke diary gulo tule ante thaklam chade. Jani na koto bar uthlam ar namlam, but tokhon'o boro boshta ta 3/4th chilo. Chade diary gulo cart theke dhele rekhe abar niche jachi, amar phone ta bajlo, raat to onek holo, maybe 1:30am hobe, phone ta tule dekhlam Maa'er call, ar age 6 ta missed call Maa'er, but ekhon to raat 2am. Maa tarmane ghumai ni tokhon call ta cut kore. Ami call ta receive kore Hello bollam, Maa bollo, "tui ki ghumiye porechili, ami eto bar call kore toke jagiye dilam na ? Ami tokhon call ta kete diyechilam, ashole ami. Mane tui oi je bolli video gulo delete kore diyechish, mane ogulo ki". Acha Maa tarmane oi video gulor bhoi peye ache, tai ekhono fopate fopatei kotha bollo, ami bollam, "Maa ami tomake agei to bollam, ami Avi'r laptop theke sudhu oi folder ta delete kore diyechi. Prithibir keu kono din oi folder ta Avi'r laptop'e khuje pabe na, Avi ar tomake blackmail korte parbe na. Tumi nischinte thako. Ei bar tumi mon khule tomar kotha gulo bolo. Amake tomar bondhu mone korei bolo, ami shunbo puro ta. Ar ami agei bolechi tomake, ei prithibite ami tomake shob theke beshi bhalobashi. Seta kono kichu tei paltabe na. Tai tumi nischinte tomar kotha bolo". Maa kandche na, tobe kemon ekta deep breathing korche, karon ami Maa'er jore nishash neowar aowaj pachi. Maa kemon ekta bhoi bhoi amake bollo, "tarmane tui shob ta janish ? Tui ki oi video ta dekhechish Raju ?" Maa puro hapache. Ami abar bollam, "ami tomake mithe boli ni kono din, ar aaj o bolbo na. Haan ami dekhechi video gulo, ekta na prai 700-800 video ache oi folder'e. Ami shob dekhini, kintu ko-ekta dekhechi. Ar video na dekhleo, ami age thekei onek kichu jani, shob tai jani. Tobu ami tomar mukh theke shob ta sunte chai. Ami jor korbo na, tomar iche hole bolo na hole thak, tumi shuye poro, onek raat hoye gache". Ami shob ta jani, kintu ami chai Maa nije mukhe nijer kirti shikar koruk, na hole ami bujhbo ki kore, Maa nijer bhul bujhte pereche ar setake sudhrate chai. Maa kichu khun chup kore jore jore nishash nilo, ami aro kota diary drum'er modhe fele dilam, tobe petrol dhalte pari ni ar, karon ek haat'e phone ta chilo. Maa hotat bollo, "Toke ki kore bolbo ami. Ar tui jokhon shob ta janish, ami ami mane. Ami toke boltam kotha gulo, Kintu nijer mukh'e ki kore, mane ki kore bolbo toke", bole chup kore gelo kichu khun. Kono response nei Maa'er side theke, ami bujhte parlam, Maa ar nijer mukhe amar kache sotti ta shikar korbe na, bekar bekar jor korbo na ami. Maa emniteo bujhte pereche ami shob ta dekhechi ar jani tai lojja ar bhoi dutoi pache. Ami bollam, "theek ache Maa, tomake", amar kotha thamiye Maa bollo, "na, aaj ar ami lukabo na tor theke. Tui amar jonno eto kichu korli, Avi ke arrest koriye dili, oi shob video gulo nosto kore dili, security officer'er kache oi nongra kothao sunli. Ami tor theke ar kichu lukiye rakhbo na. Tui janish puro ta, tao ami nijer bhul shikar korbo tor kache aaj. Bhaloi holo, tui amar samne nei, na hole, tor dike takiye hoito ami ei kotha gulo bolte partam na". Maa ar jore nishash niche na, ba fopacheo na, besh determined ar serious golai kotha gulo bollo amake. Ami bollam, "Tomar jodi kharap lage Maa, tomake bolte hobe na. Ami tomake jor korchi na. Tobe tumi amake je kono kotha mon khule bolte paro, ami tomake judge korbo na. Tobe raat to onek holo, tomar shorir kharap korbe na to beshi khun jege thakle ?". Maa bollo, "na re ami ghumabo na ekhon, aaj toke shob ta na bole ghumabo na. Ami ekta mosto boro bhul korechi Raju, 10 bochor age sei bhul korechilam, ar sedin baper bari ashar shomai obdi ami ei bhuler mashul diyechi", bole Maa chup kore gelo, porishkar bujhte parlam na, tobe Maa kandchilo mone hoi. Ami bolte jabo je Maa jeno na kande, kintu Maa nijei fopate fopate bollo, "ami mosto boro bhul korechilam re 10 bochor age. Tor Baba ke thokiye chi eto bochor ami Raju. Toke thokiye chi, tor Didi ke thokiye chi. Ami moha paap korechi Raju. Ami, ami[Maa ar bolte parchilo na, jore na holeo Maa je kandche, seta porishkar ebar, tar modhei Maa bollo]. Ami Avi'r sathe sharirik shomporke joriye", bolei hau hau kore kandte shuru korlo. Ami Maa'er current mone'er obostha bujhte parchi, kintu Maa ke eta nijer mone'er modhe theke bar kortei hobe, na hole Maa aro kostho pabe bhitore bhitore. Ami na rege, thanda mathai bollam, "Maa, O Maa, tumi kendo na, please Maa. Amar kotha ta shono, kendo na, dekho eta otit. Eta paltano jabe na, tobe eta ke otikrom kore, bortoman'e paa ditei hobe, na hole je amader bhobishot ta ar hobe na. Otite pore thaka jai na, eta ami nijer jibon'er experience diye bujhe chi. Tomar'o aro ko-ek din gele, ei rokom i mone hobe. Tai bolchi, tumi kendo na, ar kostho peyo na. Mon khule shob ta bolo, ami shunchi, please Maa ar kendo na". Sunte pelam Maa kanna thamiye che, tobe ekhono fopache, ektu theme Maa abar bollo, "tui theek'i bolechish, amake egulo ke chiro kaler moton pichon fele diye egiye jete hobe. Tor Baba'r sesh boyosh'e sharirik sukh theke mon uthe gechilo, barite thaktoi na, khali club na hole oi Ramkrishna Math'er shamiji der sathe kotha bolte basto. Ami tor Baba ke thokate chai ni re, sotti bolchi. Kintu shorirer chahida ta o beshi din upakhan kore thakte pari ni. Ekta nongra shomporke joriye porechilam. Prothom prothom bhalobashleo, ko-ek bochor pore ami bujhte perechilam, Avi ekta noroker kit. Oi video gulo baniye, amake bhoi dekhiye dekhiye, taka poisa, goyna, jinish potro. Emon ki bhoi dekhiye dekhiye bohu bar amar sathe sharirik somporko rekheche[Maa abar fopate fopate bollo]. Amake khali bolto jinish gulo dile, ba taka poisa dile, ba or sathe bar bar korle, O shob video delete kore debe. Ami to tai jantam je, O hoito shob video delete kore diyeche. Kothai ache, dhormer kol batashe nore. Ami jemon she-chai, oi rokom ekta nongra shomporke joriye chilam, tai bhogoban o amai oi bhabe shashti diyeche, roj roj bhoi dekhiye. Mithe bolbo na, ei Avi'r jonno amake aro du jon'er sathe'o sharirik shomporko korte hoyechilo". Maa abar hau hau kore kandlo. Maa'er mukhe Maa'er krito kormer kotha sune, amar bhitor kemon odbhut raag hote shuru korlo, jodio ami puro tai jantam age theke, tao Maa'er mukhe, Maa'er onushochonar kotha suneo amar raag komlo na. Ami besh ragei Maa ke bollam, "thamle keno baki ta bolo. Aaj ei chapter ta close kore dao Maa, jate er por tomar mukhe theke amai ei shob lokeder naam ar na shunte hoi. Continue koro Maa". Maa kandte kandtei bollo, "Bishas kor Raju, ami she-chai onno karor kache jai ni, sudhu matro Avi'r nongrami korate, ami badho hoi oi du jon'er sathe somporke aste. Ekjon Avi'r bondhu, oi _ cheleta Asif. Avi jor kore amake korto Or samne ar seshe Asif O Avi'r sathe mile amake". Maa ar bollo na, sudhu kende gelo. Ami bujhte parchi, Maa'er amake ei shob kotha bolte koto ta koshto hoche, kintu once and for all, ei bepar ta sesh korte hobe. Amar kichu bolar agei Maa abar bolte shuru korlo, "oi Asif cheletar hoito amar upor doya hoyechilo tai beshi din amar sathe shomporke jorai ni. Ar tritio bekti holen oi Ashram'er Guruji, Avi onar samne amar sathe nongramo korechilo, tarpor theke uni o korten. Tobe age uni ek du bar i korechen. Kintu tor Baba mara jaowar pore Avi ar Sudha amake chepe dhore chilo, amader Bypass'er pasher plot gulo oder nam'e likhe deowar jonno. Ami baron korai, or du jon'e mile amake oi du ekta video'r bhoi dekhai, Avi to nongrami kortoi, kintu aro hingshro hoyeo uthchilo din din. Ami eto ta bhoi peye chilam tokhon, je ami prothome Guruji'r kache jai, karon uni amake Avi'r ar Sudha'r bepar'e warning diyechilo bohu bar, kintu oi video gulo Avi'r kache thakai ami nirupai hoye oder kotha shuntam. Tobe tokhon amake Guruji bolechilen je uni Sudha ke kichu ekta bole atkabe, ar Avi'r theke dure thakar ektai upai, ami roj jeno ashram'e jai, joto khun ashram'e thaktam, Avi ashe pashe thakto na, ar shondhe ba raat'e firtam, tokhon kheye deye ghumiye portam. Shobi jokhon bollam, tokhon toke etao boli, Ami Guruji ke na bolte pari ni tarpor theke, karon uni amar onek upo kar korechen, Avi ar Sudha'r haat theke bachiyechen bohu bar. Aro ekjon'o ache, jar sathe ami joriye pori sharirik bhabe, ami jani na tui janish ki na. Tobe setao Avi'r amar sathe jore kore nongrami korar karon'e". Maa prai ek nishash'e kotha gulo bole, jore jore hapate thaklo. Ami eto khun chup kore purota sunlam, ar tarpor bollam, "ami jani, Babu to ? O jibone'r sesh warning peye gache. O ke niye ar tomake bhabte hobe na. Dekhle na kemon lej gutiye palalo Mamar bari theke, ami asar por. O sudhu benche ache amar choto Mashi'r chele bole. Oke amra choto theke manush korechi ek prokar, tao O jaa jaa koreche, ami oke emni emni chartam na. Sudhu amar mrito Mashi'r kotha bhebe oke kichu kori ni, jodio or pran ekhon amar haat'e. Bechal korbe, to morbe. Tumi nischinte thako". Maa fopachilo eto khun amar kotha sunte sunte, tobe ekhon bollo, "mane, tui oke ki korechish ? Dekh o baje kaaj koreche, theek, tobu O amar bon'er chele, ar aaj amar bon benche nei, tai or guardian ekhon amra shobai. Tui oke merechish ba boke chish ?", ami bollam, "Jokhon Avi tomake blackmail korchilo, Choto Mama'r barir chade'er ghore, Babu tokhon Choto Mami'r sathe sex korchilo niche, Choto Mama uthe porai, oke palate hoi. Tobe amar haat'e proman hoi jai oi drishyo. E-bar bujhle, ek dhile dui pakhi marbo ami. Babu ke line'e enechi, ebar Choto Mami keo theek korbo. Ami eto din kichu boli ni, tobe ebar bolbo, tobe tumi chinta koro na, onno keu jante parbe na. Amar Choto Mama, amake ar Didi ke khub bhalo bashe, tar jibon nosto korte debo na kauke. Ami shob ta theek kore debo. Tomakeo ar chinta korte hobe na, Avi tomake diye oi stamp paper'e ar kono din shoi korate parbe na, ota amar kache", Maa ei bar fopano komiye, ektu curious hoye bollo, "se ki re, Babu choto Bou'er sathe, mane kobe theke cholche ei shob. Ami to jantam je choto Bou, oi bharate lok tar sathe joriye porechilo, tobe ekhon naki shob theek ache, kintu Babu je e-bariteo nongrami shuru koreche, seta to jantam na. Ar tui jantish Avi amake bhoi dekhachilo chader ghore, tahole tokhon O je kagoj'e shoi korano niye bolchilo, ar pachilo na kagoj ta, seta tahole tui shoriye diyechili, kintu kokhon, tui to amader pore eli, ar Avi to bollo je gari te bag rakhar shomai kagoj ta chilo bag'e, tahole ? Ki kore ki korli tui ? Ar Babu ar Choto Bou'er bepar ta jana jani jeno na hoi Raju, amar Choto Bhai ta boddo emotional, kichu ekta kore felbe. Ami nijer chintai morbo na ei shobar chinta korbo ekhon". Ami bollam, "Maa, ami to achi naki, ar Oi bari te sudhu Babu ar Choto Mami na, Rahul ar Boro Mami'r o sharirik shomporko ache, seta tumi hoito kichu ta jano. Ar Babu to onek'er sathe onek kichu koreche, jemon or Kaki ke pregnant koreche, seta to jano. Ar Kagoj'er ki ache, O theek shomai theek jaigai theek kaaj ta korechi. Tumi bhebo na, ami shobar shob ta theek kore debo, tomar bepar ta theek korechi. Ebar Choto Mami ke theek korte hobe, kore debo, keu jante parbe na. Ar tumi ei bar chinta kora bondho koro, shob ta to theek korechi, ar ektu baki ache, setao korbo khub taratari", Maa kemo jeno chintito golai bollo, "Boro Bou'er ar Rahul'er bepar ta ami bujhte perechilam onek agei, tobe ami konodin oder dekhi ni. Raju tui shob ta jantish, tao tui amake tariye dish ni, ba amake chere chole jash ni eto din'e. Tui amake sotti eto ta bhalo bashish ?". Ebar ami amar moner eto bochor'er jomano kotha bollam Maa ke, "na Maa, ami tomake chere kono din kothau jabo na. Eta sotti, ami shob tai jantam, puro detail'e jantam, onek kichu nijer chokhe dekheo chi[eta boltei Maa kemon dhomok diye 'Raju' bole uthlo, tarpor abar chup kore gelo ar aste aste kandte shuru korlo], tobe prothom'e khub raag hoyechilo je tumi amar Maa, ar tomake ami prithibite shobar theke beshi bhalobashi, sei manush ta amake ar Baba ke thokalo bhebe raag hoyechilo, kintu jokhon dekhlam, tumi nijer bhul bujhte pereo berote parcho na ei shomporko ta theke sudhu matro oi nongra Maa ar chele'r jonno, tokhon ami theek kori tomake ei bepar theke ami nije bar kore anbo. Tumi amar shob Maa, tomake chere ami kothaii jabo. Tobe tomar otite ghote jaowa ghotona gulo kintu bhul, setar shomorthon ami kori na ar korbo na kono din. Aaj ker por jodi ei char jon karor naam tomar mukhe ashe tahole kintu amake tumi chiro kaal'er moton harabe. Tai jonno ami chai chilam je tumi kotha gulo bole nijer mon theke ei shob kichu muche felo. Ami bolchi na tumi ekhuni bhule jao shob kichu, seta impossible, but ei shob bhulte tomake hobei, setao theek. Ebar tomar ki bolar ache bolo", ami boddo seriously kotha gulo bollam. I meant it all. Jani na Maa ki bhabe nebe, tobe eta amar decision, dekhi Maa ki bole, Maa ektu chup kore roilo, tarpor halka halka fopate fopate bollo, "ami tor shob kotha bujhte parchi, ar manchi o. Ami mosto boro bhul korechi eto bochor. Jani na koto din ar banchbo, tobe benche thaka kalin ei rokom bhul ar ami korbo na. Tor Baba to amake bhuler shasti diye, amake chere cholei gelo, tobe ami kotha dichi toke, ami toke ar kono din thokabo na. Tui bishash kor amake ektu. Ar ei char jon'er kotha ami ar tulbo na kono din, kotha dichi, tobe ei Guruji'r kotha ta uthbe Raju. Ashole toke arekta kotha bolar ache. Toke niye Guruji ashram'e arek din jete bolechen amai. Tai sudhu Guruji'r kotha ta uthbe. Tobe oi din i sesh bar jabo ashram'e, kotha dichi toke, ar tui jodi ekantoi na chash, tahole oi din'o asham'e jabo na". Ami bujhte perechi Maa keno ashram'e jaowar kotha bolche amake, kintu ami Maa'er mukh theke kotha ta sunte chai, tai Maa ke ektu tease kore bollam, "keno Maa, abar ashram'e giye ki hobe ? Tumi to ekhuni kotha dile amake ar ei bhul korbe na kono din, ar abar tumi ashram'e jabe bolcho ?", Maa amake ektu raag dekhiye bollo, "ami to toke kotha diyechi, kothar khelaf ami hoi na, tui janish. Ar ami nijer jonno, na tor jonno jabo bolchi, Guruji bolechen, tor ekta fara ache, theek'i bolechen mone hoi, dekh ei shob security officer'er jhamela holo. Baje bhabe fese jachili tui, tai amio theek korechi, Guruji jaa bolechen ami shunbo, ar tokeo suntei hobe. Tai to bolchi, toke niye jabo okhane. Ar baki ta tor sathe dekha hole ami bujhiye bolbo toke, ei rokom phone'e ei kotha bola jai na", Maa ki lojja pache. Abar bollo Maa, "Ore baba, raat 3 te beje gache, eto raat obdi jagiye raakhlaam toke ami. Ar kotha bolte hobe na aaj, tui shute jaa, ami o shuye pori[boddo caring golai bollo Maa], ekta kotha jiggesh korbo, jani tui onek bar ghuriye firiye bolechish, tao jiggesh korchi. Tui amake khoma korechish to Raju ?". Khoma korar ami keu na, but haan ami amar stand ta clearly Maa ke janiye diyechi, ar setate ami stick korbo. Ami bollam, "Tumi jodi onno kono loker sathe sharirik shomporko na rakho kono din, tahole ami tomar kache thakbo, na hole ami chole jabo bari theke. Ar er por tomar past'er kono ghotonar proman ami rakhbo na, shob rokom evidence ami destroy kore diyechi. Tumi ei niye nischinte thako. Ar kaana kati koro na. Ar haan, ami ekhono tomake eki bhabe bhalobashi Maa. Tobe jerokom Baba ke thokiye cho, amake abar thokiyo na jeno". Maa fopate fopte kirokom chup hoye, amake bollo, "toke keno thokabo re, tui to amar shob, amar ar ke ache bol. Ami sotti bolchi Raju, ami prothome nijer iche te ei nongrami shuru korechilam, kintu pore ami baddho hoye, eta chaliye gechi. Amar kono iche chilo na ar, ei nongrami korar, sotti bolchi. Ami toke kono dino thokabo na, sotti bolchi, tui bishash kor amake", bole Maa abar kandte shuru korlo. Eta to porishkar Maa prochondo uncomfortable feel korche amar sathe ei kotha gulo bolte, tobu o bolche ar kandche. But Maa age jokhon amake deowa kotha rekheche, ar Avi ke gaye haat dite dai ni, oi video dekheo. Tarmane Maa ar karor sathe ei rokom korbe na. Maa ekhono continuously kendei jache. Ami bollam, "Maa tumi kanna bondho koro please, please Maa tumi ar kendo na. Ami tomake koshto deowar jonno kotha gulo boli ni. Ami chai na, onno keu tomar gaye haat dik. Ami tomake prochondo bhalobashi Maa, tumi please kanna ta bondho koro Maa. Please[dekhlam Maa eibar kanna thamiye fopache, ami bollam]. Maa ei bepar niye ar ami kono kotha bolbo na, ar onno kau ke bolar moton rakhbo na. Tumi ar chinta koro na. Ekhon sudhu ekta sesh hisab metano'r ache Kaki'r sathe. Tobe tumi kintu bolle na ekhono, Guruji'r kache keno jete hobe amader abar ?". Maa fopate fopatei jiggesh korlo, "Sudha'r sathe kiser hisab re ? Tui ki korbi or sathe, tui O ki or sathe, na na na[Maa puro rege giye bolche ebar]. Ami kintu baron korchi Raju, O bhalo manush na, O nongra, Tui kintu Or sathe oi shob korbi na. Ami toke baron", ami Maa'er kotha thamiye bollam, "Maa Maa, tumi thamo eibar. Ami ki pagol naki, tumi bekar bekar bhoi pacho. Ami Kaki'r sathe kono rokom sharirik shomporke jabo na. Avi choto lok bole amakeo tar protishod nite, choto lok hote hobe, ta keno. Ami aaj porjonto kono meye'r sathe kono din, kono rokom bhabe physical hoi ni Maa. Ami to sudhu tomakei bhablobashi, ar sudhu to[bolte giyeo ami atke gelam]. Na kichu na. Tobe Kaki je onnai ta koreche, setar shasti ki pabe na naki. Tumi chinta koro na. Ami Kaki ke touch o korbo na, kintu or obostha kharap kore debo. Tumi oto bhebo na. Kintu tumi amake bolle na je Guruji keno amader jete boleche ?". Maa eibar mone holo abar ektu lojja peye gelo, ar bollo, "na mane, ami to bollam toke, tor sathe dekha hole bolbo, ei bhabe phone'e bola jabe na. Ar tui kotha ghorash na[ei bar Maa lojja chere, kemon actively bollo, ar fopano'r aowaj pachi na, bhalo hoyeche], tui kintu sabdhane thakbi. Bhai kaal jabe bolche, jak na. Tor'o ektu shubidhe hobe O thakle. Tui abar oke atkate bolchili, news e bar bar toke dekhache, jodio tor bepare kichu kharap bole ni, kintu oi security officer'er bepar tai ami ektu bhoi peye chilam. Dekh ei bar tui ki kore shamlabi shob ta. Tobe ami abar bolchi, Oi Sudha'r theke kintu shabdhane thakish, O khub dangerous mohilla. O onek niche namte pare, tui shabdhane thakish shona". Ami bollam, "Maa tumi ar chinta koro na, ar ekdom kandbe na, tomar kannar din sesh. Ar haan, ekhon theke ami ar tumi bondhu, tai tomar jaa kichu mon chai, amake mon khule bolo. Ar please, jaa paro koro, tobe Choto Mama, ke ekhane ashar theke atkao. Ekhono Kaki'r kono beboshtha kori ni. Ar Avi'r investigation'er jonno, security officer abar asbe ekhane, karon legal matter eigulo, e bondho hote ektu time lage. Tumi Choto Mama ke ashar theke atkao. Ar haan, ekhon ghumiye poro, onek raat holo, ektu porei bhor hoye jabe. Kaal abar kotha hobe, tumi ar ekdom kanna kati korbe na. Ebar jaa hobe, bhaloi hobe. Ok. Goodnight Maa". Maa mone holo ektu relaxed holo, amake Goodnight kore call ta cut kore dilo. Oh shit, drum'er agun nibhe gache kohon, jani na, ami baki diary gulo ekta drum'er modhei dhele, petrol choriye dilam bhalo kore, tarpor matchstick jele agun jaliye dilam. Diary gulo felar shomai kheyal korlam, ager diary'r shob kichu pure chai hoye, kalo hoye ache tolai. Ami phone ta chade rekhei abar niche gelam cart ta niye, baki joto gulo diary chilo, beshi beshi kore bendhe upore tule niye gelam. Prai 5-6 bar laglo, boshta khali korte. Ar kono boro boshta baki nei. My goodness, ami shob diary puriye diyechi, chade giye baki diary gulo'r kichu ta arekta khali drum'e fele, upor obdi bhorti kore petrol chitiye, agun lagiye dilam. Aro kichu diary chilo, tai ektu boshe phone ta niye on kore dekhi prai 4 am, shit Maa ke eto raat obdi jagiye rakhlam aaj. But atleast, Maa'er moner kotha gulo berolo. Amio amar stand ta bhalo kore bujhiye diyechi. Jak, onototo ar Maa ke bhoi bhoi'e thakte hobe na. Kheyal korlam, ekta drum'er level onekta kome esheche, tai baki diary dulo oi drum tate chepe dhukiye upor theke ektu petrol dhalte giye, jerry can ta kat hoye, ekdom drum'er gaye theke giye, onek ta petrol pore gelo, ar agun ta dau dau kore jole uthlo, ar jerry can'er mukheo agun lege gelo. Shit, ami eto ta carelessly agun niye kaaj korchilam, jolonto jerry can ta chade boshiye, jol ante jachilam, but mone porlo, jol diye petrol'er agun nibbhe na. Tai amar cactus'er jonno ana sand'er sack tate jerry can'er spout ta thele chepe dhukiye dhore roilam, sack ta futo hoye spout ta dhuke gechilo, ar inlet ta already bondho chilo, ar spout ta sand'e atke thakai kono air gap chilo na, ar no oxygen no fire, tai ko ek second'er modhe, agun ta nibhe jai. Bapre, ekta boro accident avert korlam. Future'e aro careful thakte hobe. Ami jerry can ta side'e rekhe, bhitor ta khule dekhe nilam, koto ta burn hoyeche, but luckily, jerry can'er spout'ei agun ta jolchilo, ar spout ta dismantale kore alada bhabe rakha jai, and the spout is made of steel. Tai ektu discoloration chara ar kichu hoi ni. Ami chade giye, garden hose ta on kore, drum'er gaye bhalo kore jol diye dilam baire theke, bhitore dau dau kore agun jolche dutor'i, drum'er bairer base'e bhalo kore jol jome roilo. Tarpor hose ta bondho kore, chad'er dorja lock kore cart ta ar jerry can ta niye, ground floor'e giye, store room'e cart ta rakhlam, ar garage'e giye jerry can ta rakhlam. Tarpor shob door lock kore, kitchen'e giye ektu jol khelam. Tarpor upore giye amar room'e giye shuye porlam. Boddo tired chilam, ar onek raat'o hoye gechilo, prai bhor. Tai bed'e shutei ghumiye porlam. P.S: My avid reader Siraz and Rana Sarkar have both given their respective input in understanding and explaining this important mother son conversation. Thank You both.