Amar Boisko Maa er Chodon Lila - অধ্যায় ৫২

Ami gari chalate chalate, Maa ke bollam, "tumi ki dekhecho, tomar nak'e sindoor pore ache koto ta, ami na dekhe porate giye fele diyechi. Sorry. Tissue debo, puche nebe ?". Maa ekhono amar haat dhorei boshe ache, majhe majhe amar gear shift korte oshubidhe hoche, but I don't mind. Aaj jaa holo, eta amar jibon'er best day. Maa bollo, "na na, eta aaj pocha jabe na, kaal diner belai snan korar shomai kore nebo. Ar shono, ami tomake na bolei ekta decision niye niyechi, Guruji jodio bole fello last'e". Ami bollam, "ki decision, ar amake bolo ni to ki hoyeche, tomar jaa iche tumi korbe, shob kichu amake bolar kichu nei. Biye korechi mane, tomake kine ni ni. Ami kono rokom restriction debo na tomake, sudhu amake thokabe na kono din. Tomar mone jaa thakbe, amake porishkar kore bolbe, ami shob shunbo, judge korbo na tomai". Maa amar mathai haat buliye bollo, "tumi khub bhalo, tobe ami tomake kono din thokabo na. Tumi ar amar chele na, tumi amar shami, ekbar bhul korechi, bar bar korbo na. Tai ami tomar theke kichu lukate chai na. Dekho, amader biye ta to holo, kintu ei bepar ta to kauke bola jabe na, loke chi chi korbe jante parle. Tai ami amar haat'e sankha pola ta porte parbo na, tobe ami oi tabiz ar maduli'r sathe komore bendhe nebo. Ar sindoor ta eto ta kore porte parbo na. Ekdom samano kore sithi te chuiye nebo roj snan kore. Tumi raag korbe na to. Ami jani, biye'r por egulo bhalo kore pora amar kartobbo, but ami chai na, keu tomake kharap kichu boluk. Tumi amake bhul bujhbe na to ?". Ami Maa ke hanshi mukhe bollam, "dhur, ami eto kichu bujhi na. Ar lok dekhanor jonno to biye korini. Nijer bhalobasha ke sara jibon nijer kache rakhbo bole biye korechi. Tumi jeta kore comfortable, setai hobe. Ok ?". Maa kichu ekta bolte jachilo, ami thamiye bollam, "ei saree ta diye ghomta diye bosho, society'r gate'er samne eshe gechi, besh bhir ache reporter der. Tumi amar dike mukh ta kore, ghomta tene seat'e helan diye bosho, jeno mone hoi tumi ghumiye porecho. Haat ta charo ebar, amar gear dite oshubidhe hoche". Maa ar kono kotha baralo na, amar haat ta chere dilo, ar nijer saree'r anchol diye ghomta diye boshlo. Ami society'r gate eshe, horn bajalam, ektu bhir shorlo, Mahesh Da amar gari ta dekhe, gate khule amar dike haat naralo, ami bhitore dhuke, jore gari ta chaliye dhuke gelam society te. Mahesh da amake jore jore dakchilo pichone, ami rearview te dekhte pelam, but ami ar darai ni. Maa matha bhorti kore sindoor pore boshe ache samner seat'e ghomta tene. Ami drive kore barir samne eshe, gari ta garage'er samne rakhlam, ar Maa ke bollam, "tumi chup kore bosho gari te, ami garage ta khule, aschi". Bole ami keys diye garage'er door ta khullam, tarpor gari te boshte giye, Avi der bari tar dike chokh porlo, bari ta puro ondhokar, kono light jolche na, Kaki kothau geche hoito. Ami gari te boshe, gari ta back kore garage'e dhukiye dilam, tarpor garage'er light ta on kore, garage'er door ta bondho korlam bhitor theke, ar lock kore dilam. Tarpor Maa'er garir door ta khule bollam, "Esho, shob bondho ache, keu dekhte pabe na. Tumi ghomta ta khule nao. Acha ekta kotha bolbo, raag korbe na to ?", Maa ghomta khule, garir door ta dhore, baire bar holo ar bollo, "bolo, abar ki holo". AMi bollam, "movie te dekhai, bor bou ke biye'r por prothom bar barite dhokai, kole kore. Ami'o ki korbo[bole michke henshe fellam]". Maa amar haat'e ekta chor marlo ar bollo, "khali pichone laga na, amake kole nite gele, tomar haat bhenge jabe. Nao shoro, amar peshaab peyeche jore. Shoro to[bole amake thele garir door'er samne theke shoriye dilo, but Maa michke hanschilo, ami dekhechi]. Ki khabe bolo dinner'e, ekhon olpo kore kichu ektu kheye nao, ami aaj tomar pochondo'er dinner banabo. Happy ?", Bole amar dike takiye henshe ghore dhuke gelo. AMi'o ar tease korlam na, gari'r theke shob jinish eke eke, bar kore tarpor shob jinish gulo bar kore garage'er ekta stool'e kichu ta rakhlam, tarpor gari ta lock korlam. Ar amar ar Maa'er bag nilam, ar Tanishq'er bag ta nilam, ar Boro Mami'r deowa lunch box gulo niye, ghore dhuklam. Dininig table'e lunch box gulo rakhlam, tarpor aowaj pelam, Maa'er ghorer bathroom theke jol porar aowaj asche. Tai ami okhane ar darai ni, shob bag ar Tanishq'er bag gulo niye, upore gelam amar ghore change korte. Upore giye, snan kore change kore nilam tarahuro kore. Tarpor amar desktop ta on kore, Maa'er phone theke pathano, ashram'er video tar link ta open kore, video ta pc te download korlam, tarpor Maa'er phone theke ota delete kore dilam. Tarpor Maa'er phone theke Choto Mama ke call korlam ar bollam, "Mama amra bari chole eshechi, chinta koro na ar, bhalo bhabei eshechi. Boddo tired go, tai ami pore abar call korbo, theek ache, tomra sabdhane theko". Mama ar beshi kichu bollo na. Ar du ek minute kotha bole call ta disconnect kore dilam. Tarpor amar room'e Maa'er phone ta charge'e lagiye dilam. Maa'er bag ta amar bed'e rakhlam, tarpor bhablam je Maa ke bolbo aaj theke amar ghorei jeno raat'e ghumai. Kintu Maa ki raji hobe. Ami niche gelam, dekhi Maa already kitchen'e kichu korche, aowaj hoche utensil'er. Kitchen'er samne giye dekhlam, Maa ekta orange sleeveless nighty poreche, nak'e ekhono sindoor ta lege ache, ar mathai o bhorti hoye ache. Maa ke sindoor pore, mangalsutra porechilo to ektu age obdi, ar dekhte pachi na to, tobe Maa'er haat'e ar maduli gulo nei, sudhu silver chain duto ache du haat'e, Maa hoito khule esheche maduli gulo. Ami aste aste kore, Maa'er pichon'e giye joriye dhorlam Maa ke, gharer chul ta shoriye ekta kiss korlam. Maa react korar agei ami kiss ta kore felechi. Maa ektu raag dekhiye bollo, "uff ki behaya re baba, ranna korchi to. Ar beshi bara bari koro na, biye ta kintu poristhitir chape korechi amra, beshi kichu expect koro na tumi. Paneer korchi aaj, tomar favourite". Bole amar haat tha chariye dilo, Maa'er mukhe oi rokom kotha chilo theek'i but golar sur onno kotha bolchilo. Ami tai ektu mithe raag dekhiye, shore giye bollam, "Oh tai naki, bar bar ei shob kotha bolcho to, theek ache. Ami poristhiti palte dichi ekhuni, ar tomake amar bou hoye thakte hobe na[bole Maa'er haat dhore tene ghuriye amar mukho mukhi dar koriye, ekta haat diye Maa'er matha theke sindoor ta muchte gelam, ar bollam], darao, ekhuni muche dichi eita, ar tahole tumi amar bou thakbe na, amake jokhon shojjo korte paro na, amar sathe thakte", bole shobe mathai sindoor'er upor haat ta diyechi, Maa amar haat ta jor kore tene shoriye dilo, ar amar gaal'e ekta jore chor marlo, ami eta expect korini, chor ta besh jorei marlo. Ami dariye ekta haat diye nijer gaal ta dolte thaklam, prothom ta kheyal na korleo, ko-ek second pore dekhlam, je haat'e sindoor muchte gechilam, oi haat ta diyei nijer gaal ta dolchi, ar haate laal laal sindoor lege ache, mane amar gaal'eo lege gache eto khune. Maa chor ta marar shomai regei chilo, but ekhon Maa'er nijer chokhei jol, marlo amake ar kandche nije. Meyeder mon bojha sotti impossible. Maa ekhon jhop kore egiye eshe, amar buke matha rekhe joriye dhorlo. Gola sune mone holo ekhuni kandbe, amake joreiye dhorei bollo, "amake khoma kore dao, ami tomake marte chai ni, kintu tumi amar sithi theke sindoor ta puchte gele bole ami react kore felechi. Amai khoma kore dao, tomar khub jore legeche na. Keno koro eirokom chelemanushi. Ami tomar stree, amader ektu agei biye holo, biye bojho, saat jonmer bandhan, ar tumi sindoor ta puchte jachile. Tomar mangal'er jonno ami biye ta korlam, ar tumi nijei ei rokom korte gele. Tumi bojho na, ami koto ta bhalobashi tomai. Tomar jonnoi to ranna korchi, tumi ekhon ador korte ele keno. Ar ami to tomake tease korchilam ektu, jemon tumi koro amake. Eto raag tomar. Uff baba. Acha tumi nahoi raat'e koro ja korar, Guruji to bollen, amader kaal ratri mante hobe na. Tumi ektu bojho amar situation ta, ami koto ta tension'er modhe achi, bari ashar por amar bhoi bhoi lagche, jodi keu dekhe fele amader, ba keu jodi sondeho kore kichu, tar modhei tumi amake ador korte ele, tai ektu oi bhabe bollam, sudhu tease korchilam tomai. Ei bolo na, tumi rege nei to amar upor. Khub legeche na tomar", bole amake joriye roilo. Amar chor ta kheye shamoyik raag holeo, ami to agei jantam, Maa emni boleche kotha gulo, but amar'o Maa'er situation ta bojha unchit, sara khun ei rokom kora uchit na. Ami Maa'er condition ta bujhte pere bollam, "raag hoyechilo, tobe ar nei. Chor ta na marlei parte. Amio moja korchilam, tomake tease korle, tumi jokhon blush koro, tomake dekhte khub sundor lage. Tai bole chor marbe. Ei tomar bhalobasha ?". Maa eibar amar buk theke matha ta tule, amar haat ta shoriye, gaal ta dekhe henshe fello, Maa ke hanste dekhe amar khub bhalo lagchilo. Ami amar matha ta nichu kore, ek nimeshe, Maa'er thote nijer thot rekhe smooch korlam, Maa hoito etar jonno ready chilo na, prothome amake thele shorate giyeo shoralo na. Amar mathar chul gulo dhore, aro kache tene niye, amar mukhe nijer jeeb ta dhukiye dilo, amio eto bochor pore kauke smooch korchi, ami Maa'er jeeb ta aste aste suck korte thaklam, kokhon amar haat, Maa'er pithe khela korte shuru korlo, ami jani na. Nak'e ekta pora pora gondho astei, Maa amake thele shoriye dilo, ar kichu na bolei age ghure giye gas ta off korlo, tarpor bollo, "ish, shob sabzi gulo pure gelo, dekhle to ki korle tumi. Ei bar jodi kichu boli, tokhon mukh bhar kore boshe thakbe. Jao dekhi ekhan theke, ranna ta korte dao, abar sabzi kat te hobe. Ar ekdom birokto korbe na dinner'er age, hoyeche to moner shanti. Jao ekhon", Maa amar dike na takiye kotha gulo bolche theek'i kintu ami porishkar dekhte pachi, Maa prochondo blush korche, ar majhe majhe michke michke hansche. Amio mone hoi blush korchilam, bujhte parlam na, but oshadharon feel hochilo, amar bou ke deep kiss korlam. Ami chup chap matha nichu kore, kitchen theke beriye elam, Maa pichon theke bollo, "ei je Mr. Romantic. Nijer gaal ta ar haat ta doya kore dhuye niyo, keu dekhle hansha hanshi korbe ar lojjai amar matha kata jabe, bujhle". Bole abar nijer kaje mon dilo. Ami age basin'er samne mirror'e giye dekhlam, amar ekta gaal laal hoye ache sindoor'e ar naak'eo olpo ektu sindoor legeche ar ekta haat'o. Ami bhalo kore dhullam gaal ta, ar haat ta, tarpor bhije haat'e kitchen'e dhuke, abar Maa'er pichon'e dariye, pichon theke Maa'er komor ta chepe dhorlam, tarpor pet'er kache duto haat niye eshe, nighty tate bhalo kore haat ghoshlam, Maa abar amake bokte giyeo nije ke shamle, ghar ta ghuriye amar dike ar chokhe takiye bollo, "ki hoche eta, ami ki ranna ta korbo na naki. Abar shuru korle to, ami kintu bole diyechi, Dinner'er age ar kono dustumi na". Ami Maa'er kaan'er kache giye, Maa'er kandhe amar chin ta rekhe bollam, "ami to sudhu haat ta muchte elam, ar kichu na. Baki dustumi ta nahoi dinner'er porei korbo, shona[bole Maa'er ghare ekta kiss korlam]". Maa sabzi chop korte korte amake bollo, "khali okaj, jao to giye, tomar Choto Mama ke call kore bole dao amra bari fire eshechi, nahole chinta korbe. Ektu kaaj koro, jao. Khali amar pichone laga". Ami bollam, "amar Mama na shala ?". Maa mone hoi ei bar rege gelo, amar mathai toka marte jachilo, but ami tar agei matha ta shoriye niyechi, ar Maa ke chere diye kitchen theke beriye aste gelam, Maa bollo, "nirlojjo chele, je Mama tomake eto bhalobashe, take oshonman korte badlo na tomar ?". Ami eibar ektu serious hoyei bollam, "ami kono din Mama ke oshonman kori ni, ar korboi na. Tomar sathe ektu moja korchilam, ami bari eshei, age Mama ke call korechi tarpor niche nemechi. Tumi khali amake bhul'i bhebe jao, ghorar dim bhalobasho amake tumi". Maa eibar dekhlam sabzi kat te kat te ektu neka neka golai bollo, "haan tai to, ghorar dim'i. Ta nahole nijer peter chele ke biye kore, behaya hoye, tar gola joriye chumu khai, ekhon to eguloi bolbe tumi. Jao to ekhan theke, amake ranna ta korte dao". Ami kache giye Maa ke jor kore tene amar dike ghuriye dar koralam, Maa ektu rag dekhiye bollo, "ki hoyeche abar, jao to ekhan theke". Ami kono kotha na bole Maa je joriye dhore thaklam chepe. Maa'o eibar nijer haat ta diye amar buker'er du pashe joriye thaklo. Ami bollam, "Ami jani tumi amake koto ta bhalobasho, ami tomake sudhu ektu tease kori majhe majhe. Koshto dite chai na. Ami o tomake bhalobashi shona. Tobe haan, tumi kintu amake bolecho amar shob shorto manbe, mone ache to". Maa oi bhabei dariye dariye amake bollo, "manboi to, bolo ki shorto ache tomar". AMi bollam, "Ami bolchi tobe tumi raag koro na, tomar pochondo na hole, theek ache. But ami chai, amra jokhon biye korechi, amra roj eksathe ek bichanai ghumabo. Tai bolchilam, tumi amar sathe amar ghore ghumabe ? Ota to aaj theke tomaro ghor". Maa amar buke nijer gaal ta ghoshe amake bollo, "ami jantam tumi theek eirokom'i kichu bolbe, tai nijer kichu jama kapor ami guchiye rekhechi, tumi jodi ekhon upore jao, amar ghor theke jama kapor gulo niye jeo. Ami raat'e giye tomar cupboard'e guchiye rakhbo. Hoyeche shanti, sunechi to ami tomar kotha. Ar kono shorto ache, na hole ebar ami ranna ta kore ni", ami khub khushi hoyei bollam, "thank you, thank you, thank you. AMi khub khushi hoyechi. Ar ekta shorto ache, but ota bolle tumi amake ekhuni marbe. Tai ota ami raatei bolbo tomai, jokhon tumi shute asbe upore. I love you shona[bole Maa'er mukh ta amar du haat'e dhore, Maa'er thot'e ekta kiss korlam]". Maa O amake kiss kore chere diye bollo, "abar ki shorto, ar emon ki je ekhon bola jabe na[bole nijei matha nichu kore blush korte shuru korlo]. Acha charo, tumi jao ekhon ekhan theke, ami bujhte perechi, tumi amake ranna ta korte debe na. Tumi jao to, giye kichu ektu kheye nao". Ami kitchen theke beriye elam, eshe dinning table'er tola theke ekta winkies'er slice cake'er packet cut kore, ekta piece cake niye age Maa'er mukhe dilam, Maa amake haat theke cake ta khete chaichilo na, but ektu jor kortei, bollo, "uff baba, ami to bollam tomake khete, ami pore khabo, tumi age khao, khide peyeche nischoi". AMi bollam, "tumi na khele ami khabo na, khao age[Maa amar dike takiye ekta sundor smile diye haan kore cake ta kheye nilo]. Good girl, ebar ami khachi". Bole amio khelam, tarpor aro 3-4 bar Maa ke ekta kore slice dilam, ar nijeo khelam. Tarpor packet ta dustbin'e fele diye, ami Maa'er room'e giye, bed'e rakha Maa'er jama kapor gulo niye upore amar ghore gelam. Ami mone mone bhabchilam je Maa nahoi amar sathe ghumate raji hoyeche, but amar second shorto ta shunle hoito khub rege jabe, but ektu age Maa ke smooch kore, oshadharon laglo. Ami khali bhabtam age, kemon hobe feeling ta, but jokhon holo, amar mind puro blank hoye gechilo. Maa'o kono resist korlo na, bodhoi amake chor mere ektu dukho peyechilo, but ami to jantam, Maa'o moja korche, but yes ami ektu beshi bara bari kore felchilam sindoor ta puchte giye. Amakeo aro control'e thakte hobe, she's not just my mother anymore, she's my wife as well, and she's double my age, so she'll definitely have regrets, even though she won't accept it, but its a fact. Ami aro songjoto thakbo, beshi bara bari korle hoito Maa'er feelings hurt kore felte pari. Ami Maa'er jama kapor gulo amar room'er table'e rakhte giye nijer phone ta eto khun pore pelam, beta switched off hoye pore ache. Ami age ota ke charger'er sathe connect kore rakhlam. Goto kaal dupurer por theke to karor sathe serokom joga jog'o kora hoi ni, phone ta je ekhane fele Mama'r sathe chole gelam. Charge hok, tarpor na hoi ami Lahiri Kaku ke call kore nebo pore raat'e, na na, boishko manush, kaal shokale call korbo. Bole, ami amar pc te boshe, Maa'er phone theke record kora Guruji'r orgy video ta edit korte boshlam, ager ar porer shob kete, just middle'er ja record korechi, mane shobar mukh ar kirti kolap, setuku rekhe video ta compile korlam ektu compressed format'e, karon eta ke email'e send korte hobe, beshi boro hole file jabe na, tokhon link pathate hobe. Ami video ta niye ekta thumb drive aka usb drive'e kore pc theke transfer kore, amar micro pc te lagalam, its a raspberry pi 4B 8GB model, world's smallest computer. Ota already Nass server'er sathe connected through its individual network card, which uses a VPN, tarpor ote fake mailer khullam, eta ekta email sender client, je nijer alada alada server use kore, email send kore, but sender'er identity hidden thake, karon email ta world'er protita country'r server diye bounce hoye hoye, receiver'er kache jai. Its not absolutely untraceable, but 60% only, baki ta ami manually kore nebo. Amar Raspberry Pi'er Mac Id ami already change kore diyechi, ar network card VPN use korche, its more than enough security for this job. Ami email'e video clip ta attach korlam, tarpor 4 leading news channel'e send korlam, plus ruling party'r IT cell'e send korlam, baki circulation ora nijerai kore nebe, jodi ei video ta sensational hoi oder kache. Ami ashram'er co-ordinates o mail'e send korechi, jate karor ota kujhe pete oshubidhe na hoi. Ebar ami Guruji'r band bajabo boro kore. Ei shob korte korte amar mone porlo, chade drum duto to jolonto obosthai ami chere chole gechilam goto kaal, ekbar check kore asha uchit. Email to send hoye gechilo, tai ar ghore boshe ki hobe, tai chade gelam. Drum gulo'r kache giye unki mere bhitor ta dekhlam, sudhu chai te bhorti, kichu baki nei, shob pure gache, but chade baje bhabe daag hoye gache, je jaigai drum gulo boshano ache. Ami drum duto kat kore, riti moton bhitore matha dhukiye, ekta gardening'er gloves pore, chai gulo tene tene joro kore samner dike tene anlam, tarpor ekta khali fertiliser'er boshta te chai gulo tule rakhlam. Tarpor drum gulo, roll kore kore, chade'r ekta side'e rakhlam. Ami haat ta chadei dhuye, kheyal korlam, oi chinese bamboo planter ta, jeta goto kaal gift hishebe eshechilo. Boddo dry hoye ache, shit ote jol pore ni aaj, ar baki gache automatically roj jol pore, timer'er sathe connected via drip irrigation pipes, but ei planter'e ami kono connection kori ni. Tai gache jol deowar jerry can ta diye oi planter tate jol dilam. Tarpor directly ground floor'e gelam, ghori ta dekhlam 8pm. Ami Maa ke bollam, "dinner hoye gache ? Khide peyeche". Maa kitchen'er modhe theke uttor dilo, "hmmm roti ta ei just sesh korlam, tumi bosho ami khabar barchi. Aaj ektu taratari ghumate hobe, dujonei to tired, ar tumi eto khun gari chaliye aro tired. Tumi bosho ami dichi". Ami kitchen'e giye arekbar bhalo kore handwash korlam, tarpor amader dujon'er plate niye dhuye Maa ke bollam, "keno tumi eka kaaj korbe keno, ami to khabo, tahole ami help korbo na keno, nao amader dujoner khabar eksathe bere felo, ami plate gulo dinning table'e rakhchi", Maa nijer aata haat ta dhuye, amar mathai jol haat diyei ador kore dilo, chul gulo ghete bollo, "jani tomar cooking'e khub interest, tao eta meye der kaaj, tomake ei shob korte hobe na, aaj korecho, ar korte hobe na. Jao ami niye jachi". Ami plate gulo dhorei dariye bollam, "tomar matha, amar mundu. Kaaj kokhono chele meyer alada hoi, tahole Rakesh Sharma'r moton, Kalpana Chawla ke keu space'e jete allow korto na. Ami khabo, but ranna korte parbo na, rannai tomai help korte parbo na, tahole kheye ki hobe. Age to shoke ranna kortam, but ekhon eta amader dujoner responsibility, tomar ekar noi, tai baje na boke, khabar ta baro". Maa ar argue korlo na, khabar barte barte amake bollo, "tomar sathe kothai ami parbo na, sei choto theke amar pichon pichon ghur ghur korte. Nao hoye gache, roti casserole'e ache, tumi khete bosho, ami ektu peshaab kore aschi". Ami plate duto table'e rakhte rakhte bollam, "age pichon pichon ghur ghur kortam, ekhon samneo korbo", bole henshe fellam, Maa kitchen theke berote berote amar pithe ekta punch kore ektu rag dekhiye bollo, "Ki bolle tumi ? abar pichone lagcho amar", ami ei kotha ta sune jore jorei henshe fellam, ami er uttor ta ditam, but Maa tahole aro rege jeto, tai mood lighten kore bollam, "arey na na, ami to bollam, age pichon pichon ghurtam, kichu korte partam na, ekhon samna samni kaaj kore dekhabo, ami to ekhon ranna korte pari, tai. Tumi khali khali rege jacho keno. Ar nijer bou'er pichon'e lagbo samne lagbo, etai to normal, onno kono meye'r to korchi na, bolo ?", Maa amar kothai blush kore, michke haste haste okhan theke chole gelo kono kotha na bole, maratok lojja peyeche, jodio khub cute lage Maa ke oi rokom blush korle. Ami dinner korte boshlam but shuru kori ni, Maa aste tobe shuru korlam, tarpo dujonei kheye nilam. Maa plate gulo ar baki utensils majhte laglo sink'e. Ami edik odik korte korte, garage'er shob light off kore, door ta lock kore, Maa'er room'er bed'e boshe Maa ke bollam, "ami ei ghore achi, tomar hoye gele, duto joler bottle bhore ekebare upore jabo ekshonge". Maa bollo, "theek ache, amar ektu shomai lagbe, tumi rest nao, ami deke nebo jaowar age". Ami bed'e helan diye boshe, aaj ker sara din'er kotha bhabte bhabtei kokhon ghumiye porechi, bujhte parini. Ghum ta bhanglo Maa'er dhaka deowai, "ei otho, ki go, ekhanei ghumiye porle" bole Maa'er bar bar dakai ghum ta bhenge gelo. Kheyal korlam, 30 minutes hobe ghumiyechi, nap o bola jete pare. Ami uthe, Maa ke dekhe bollam, "O tomar hoye gache, cholo upore jai. Ami jol bhore nichi bottle duto te, uff aaj boddo gorom poreche, ei tuku shomai te gheme gelam". Maa amake bollo, "ami bottle gulo already bhore rekhechi, tobe tomar kancha ghum ta bhangiye dilam, ekhane ghumabe naki tomar ghorei shobe ?", ami bollam, "na na, ekhon besh fresh lagche, ar ekhane keno ghumabo, upore cholo. Cholo", bole bed theke neme room theke berolam, Maa bollo, "tumi jao ami snan ta shere aschi, Guruji bollen na, je raate snan kore komorer ar haat'er gulo paltate, amake shankha pola gulo o to porte hobe. Tumi upore jao ami snan ta shere aschi". Ami bollam, "eto raate snan korle tomar problem hobe na to ? ar korbei jokhon, niche keno, upore amader room'e koro. Ar Guruji to amake ogulo porate bollen, tumi ki eka eka porte parbe naki. Haat'er gulo to nije khule diyecho onek khun", Maa bollo, "theek ache, tahole tomar bathroom'ei snan ta korbo, cholo. Eto gorom'e raat'e snan korle kono oshubidhe hobe na, tumi to bari eshe korecho, tai tomar na korleo hobe, ami kore ni, tarpor o gulo poriye diyo, raat onek holo, cholo". Bole Maa nijer towel ta haate niye, siri diye upore uth te thaklo, ami duto joler bottle niye, Maa'er pichon pichon uth te thaklam. Maa'er pacha'r khaj porishkar bojha jache nighty'r modhe diye, besh boro pacha duto. Maa ekbar ghar ghuriye amar dike takiye michke hanslo, kintu kichu bollo na. Maa amar ghore dhuke, table theke nijer jama kapor gulo niye amar cupboard'e rakhlo, tarpor amar bed tar chador ta palte dilo. Tarpor duto mathar balish theek kore rakhlo, but amar kol balish duto shoriye, cupboard'er upore chure rakhlo, amai kol balish chara ghumate pari na, Maa to jane, tao keno shoriye rakhlo. Tarpor Maa bollo, "tumi oi packet ta bichanate rakho, jeta te Guruji oi maduli tabiz dilo, ami snan ta kore ashi tarpor pore nebo". Ami bollam, "pore nebo mane, Guruji to bollo amake poriye dite, nije nijer komore haate ki kore porbe tumi. Tumi snan ta koro, ami poriye debo, tobe snan korle tomar kopaler ar nak'er sindoor to dhuye jabe, tumi to bolle ota kaal obdi pore thakbe. Jao ar raat koro na", Maa ar kotha baralo na, towel ta niye bathroom'e dhukte dhukte bollo, "mathai jol debo na ekhon, sudhu gaa ta dhuye nebo, bhalo kore na dhule raat'e oshubidha hobe, tumi bosho ami aschi". Kiser oshubidhar kotha bollo Maa, ke jane. Ami amar phone ta dekhlam, prai 89% charged already, ami phone ta switched on kore dilam ar baki ta charge hote chere dilam. Tarpor ekta scissor niye bed'e boshlam, ar packet theke shob maduli ar tabiz bar korlam, choto duto shoriye rakhlam, o gulo duto haat'er jonno bujhte oshubidhe holo na. Baki boro duto komorer, tar modhe ekta laal kaar'e 4 te boro tabiz ar 6 ta shisha bandha, ar arekta kalo kaar'e 5 ta boro boro maduli bandha ache. Ami to bhulei gechilam, Maa'er jonno first night'er gift gulo, tai taratari kore bed theke neme, tanishq'er packet theke duto box bar korlam, ekta te chilo kamarband ta, ar arekta te chilo nupur duto. Maa eto khune'e bathroom'er door khule, amake jore bathroom'er bhitor thekei bollo, "ei tomar room'er light ta ektu off koro na", ami prothom ta bujhte parlam na, ami bollam, "keno, light off korbo keno, dekhte pabe na kichu ghore". Maa matha ta bathroom'er door theke kat kore bollo, "uff eto proshno koro keno, light ta off koro, ar night lamp ta jaliye dao, taholei ami kothau dhakka na kheye berote parbo, taratari koro na". Ami bed theke uthe room'er light ta off kore, blue night lamp ta jaliye dilam, but night lamp'er samne ekta wind chime jhulche, tai serokom kichui dekha jabe na ghore. AMi Maa ke bollam, "arey light'er samne wind chime ache, tai alo nei serokom, tumi dekhte pabe na, ami nijei bhalo kore kichui dekhte pachi na, ami light ta jaliye dichi", Maa bollo, "na na, etai theek ache, etai thak, tumi bichanar samne esho". Ami kono mote bed'er pashe ashlam, Maa already bed'er samne dariye ache, bathroom'er light ta bondho kore diyeche. Ami bujhte parchi je Maa dariye ache, body'r shape'e but porishkar kore kichu dekhte pachi na, Maa haat bariye amake dhore bollo, "ei to ami, tumi ektu komorer purano maduli gulor dori gulo kanchi diye kete debe, tobe light jaliyo na please". Ami Maa'er haat onushoron kore, bepar ta bujhte chaichilam, je light off korar pichon'e main karon ta ki, ami Maa'er haat'e haat bulote bulote, kand obdi gelam, arey nighty'e shoulder strap ta koi, mane Maa nighty pore nei ekhon, Maa ki langto hoye dariye ache amar samne, Ami haat ta kaandh theke pither dike namate feel korlam, ekta kapor moton, but bheja bheja, texture tao furry, ami tar upor theke haat ghoshe niche namate namate feel korlam, kapor ta sesh, but tar porei ekta norom chamrai amar haat laglo, ami ektu bojhar jonno, ektu tip lam, Maa eibar ektu birokto shure bollo, "ufff, ei pacha tipcho keno, tomake bollam to purano dori gulo kete notun gulo poriye dao. Bodmaishi koro na, age poriye dao". Shit, Maa tola theke langto, uporer dike kichu ekta pore ache, tai amake light off korte bollo. My goodness, ami arekta haat diye, oi kapor'er upor diye feel korte gelam, but bodhoi ektu jore tene felechi, karon kapor ta amar haat'e chole ashlo kichu ta ar Maa chechalo, "ei ki hoche, towel ta khule dile to, uff baba, tomake bollam to age poriye dao. Onek raat holo[bole amar kache theke ektu shore giye, nijer haat tule buker kache kichu ekta korche, ami Maa'er shape'e bujhte parchi, but exactly ki hoche seta dekhte pachi na, tarpor bollo]. Ei je haat ta barao, ei je[bole amar haat ta dhore, nijer haat'e kore komorer maduli gulo opore dhoriye dilo, ogulo besh bhije bhije laglo]. Dhorecho to, ebar kanchi ta diye kete dao ei dori gulo". AMi ek haat'e dhore thaklam Maa'er komor ta, ar arek haat'e bed theke haatre haatre scissor ta khuje nilam, tarpor oi olpo night lamp'er alor chaowa te, kono mote scissor ta kache niye jetei Maa bollo, "ei gotta lache, sabdhane kato, lege jabe chamrai, ei laglo abar", eibar ami birokto hoye bollam, "ondhokare ei shob hoi naki, darao ami light ta jali, nahole sotti sotti tomar kotau kete jete pare". Maa khop kore amar haat ta dhore bollo, "ei na na[boddo lojja pache mone holo], light jelo na, ami. Ami ashole niche kichu kore nei, sudhu towel ta joriye bathroom theke beriye eshechi, nighty porle tumi porate ki kore komore, tai. Tumi please light ta jelo na ekhuni", uff amar dhon dariye gache kokhon, Maa langto hoye amar eto kache dariye, but ami kichu korte parchi na. Theek ache, amake eto ta excited kore diche to Maa, amio revenge nebo. Maa ke ebar tease korbo, dekhi ki kore. AMi bollam, "acha theek ache, tumi uncomfortable feel korle ami light jalabo na, hoyeche, but ondhokare ei shob kora risky. Tumi arektu kache esho[bole kanchi ta bed'e rekhe, du haat'e kore Maa'er langto pacha duto chepe dhore, tene amar kacha kachi niye ashlam, tarpor bollam] ebar ekhane darao, noro na, ami katchi", bole abar bed theke scissor ta niye, komorer chain'e pashe maduli'r bhije dori ta dhore kete dilam, Maa bollo, "ei ei dhoro maduli gulo matite pore gelo[ami jhop kore bed theke neme, nichu hoye haatre haatre floor theke maduli kota ekta ekta kore tule haat'e niye uthte jabo, dhomash kore kichu ekta norom jinisher sathe amar matha'r dhakka laglo, Maa omni bollo], uff amar laglo to, dekhe uth te paro na, oi bhabe keu pachai gotta mare", shit ami to nichu hoye ondhokare maduli korachilam floor theke, Maa abar okhane ki korchilo, eke to ondhokar tar upor Maa langto hoye amake exiced kore diche, abar ei shob, bhalo hoyeche langto pachai gotta kheyeche, dekhche ami kaaj korchi, ta na. Ami bollam, "kothai tumi, ami to maduli gulo tulchilam kono rokome, tumi amar mathar kache ki korchile, eke ondhokar, tar upor, charo. Koi gele, khub jore laglo naki, ki go ar kotha bolchona keno", Ami ondhokare haat narte thaklam, Maa'er pithe haat laglo, kapor ta ekhono ache, ami haatre haatre, Maa'er kandhe haat diye bollam, "ki go, khub jore laglo, ami bujhte pari ni, ondhokar tai kichu dekhte pai ni, sorry shona, kothai laglo[bole amar ekta haat niche langto pachar'r upor niye giye dolte thaklam]". Maa ei bar amar haat ta shoriye diye bollo, "theek ache, jaa howar hoye gache, amio bujhte pari ni tumi okhanei boshe acho. Tobe ar dolte hobe na[ami abar pachai haat diye aste aste kore dolte thaklam, prai chotkanoi bole ota ke, Maa ei bar amar haat shoralo na, sudhu bollo], okhane haat na dilei noi". AMi nijer haat ta shoriye nilam, ar haatre haatre bed'er upor boro notun tabiz ar shisha'r kaar ta tene Maa'er komore poriye dilam, ektu loose kore knot bandlam, Tarpor arekta kalo kaar, jate boro maduli gulo rakha, seta keo komre poriye dilam, but purano dori duto katar pore mone holo o gulo aatke ache komorer chain'er sathe, karon bhije bhije dori haate lagche ekhono. AMi notun kaar gulo lagiye ekbar bhalo kore komorer shob pashe haat buliye dekhlam je ekta jaigai bhije dori atke ache, ami tante gelam, but ota atke gelo samner dike jhuke. Ami haat diye dori tar pechano bhag take charate giye feel korlam, amar haat'e chul lagche, ami chul gulo shorate gelam but theki gelo ogulo. Ami eibar haat ta chul gulo follow kore niche niye gelam, but kichu bhije bhije laglo. Maa khop kore amar haat ta dhore bollo, "ki hoche ta ki, amar okhane haat dicho keno tumi, tomar hoye gache to charo tahole. Ami nighty ta pore ni, tarpor tumi haat'er gulo lagiye diyo, okhane haat diyo na". Ebar amar sotti ektu raag holo, ami haat shoriye bollam, "haan tomar komorer shob kichu porano hoye gache, tumi nighty pore nao, tobe purano dori ta komorer chain'er sathe pak kheye atke ache, tai charachilam. Ami tomar gaye haat dile jokhon eto problem, tokhon thak, debo na tomar gaye haat". BOle uthe boshe porlam bed'e. Maa abar bathroom'e dhuke gelo, tarpor abar beriye elo, eshe amar bed'er pash diyei switch board'er dike gelo, ami bujhte parlam. Tarpor room'er light ta jaliye dilo, ami shonge shonge Maa'er dike takalam, dekhlam, nighty ta pore niyeche. Amar kache eshe bollo, "dao haat'er gulo poriye dao", bole daan haat ta amar kander upor tule dilo, ami bed theke ekta boro maduli'r kaar niye oi haat'er chain'er upor bandhte giye kheyal korlam, Maa'er bogoler chul gulo fan'er haowa te urche. Tarpor Maa'er arek haat'eo eki bhabe arekta maduli poriye dilam. But eto khuneo Maa bed'e rakha Tanishq'er box gulo kheyal kore ni. Ami kheyal korlam, Maa'er mathai ar naak'e ekhono sindoor ta ager moton'i ache, olpo ektu shore gache matro naak theke. Maa'er mood ta normal mone holo, ektu age ami Maa'er pachai haat bolalam, but Maa raag kore nei, normal bhabei kotha bolche. Jodio Maa bar bar amake gaye haat dite baron korche bole amar raag theek'i hochilo, but tar sathe etao bujhte parchilam, je joto jai hok, biye hok, ek bed'e ghumai, jai hoye jak na keno, Maa hoito amar sathe sex korte raji hobe na, mane setai to normal, sudhu ekta biye'r jonno ami Maa ke kotoi ba jor korte pari. Ar jor to ami korteo chai na, ami Maa ke bhalobashi, tai Maa'er iche chara tar gaye haat deowa amar bhul, se ami jotoi tar husband hoi na keno ekhon. Tai ami nijer raag ta thanda kore, normal mood'ei Maa'er sathe bebohar korbo bhablam, jodio Maa'er pachai haat dewar shomai amar dhon Eiffel tower hoye gechilo, but raag howai se abar shanto hoye gache. Maa dekhlam, cupboard khule kichu korche, amar sathe beshi kotha bolche na. Ami Maa ke daklam, Maa cupboard ta bondho kore kache elo, Maa amar kache astei ami Maa'er haate duto jewellery box tule diye bollam, "ei duto tomar wedding gift, boka boki na kore sudhu bolo tomar pochondo hoyeche kina". Maa na khulei amake bokte shuru korlo, "boddo beshi paka hoye gacho naki, ke bolechilo ei shob faltu khorcha korte. Amar ki goyna nei naki, ami pori na tai bank'er locker'e rekhe eshechi. Ami cheyechi ki tomar kache ei shob. Taka gulo noshto na korle hochilo na tomar[bole Maa ekta boro box khuleche, jeta te kamarband ta chilo, khulei emon react korlo jeno ami Queen Elizabeth'er crown theke India'r churi kora Koohinoor ferot niye eshe chi]. Babah, eta ki korecho tumi, eto lakh khanek takar jinish, dekhi arekta te ki ache[bole choto box ta khule nupur duto dekhlo ar bollo]. Eto takar gorom tomar, ashram'e eto dami ekta mangalsutra dile, ami mene nilam, ekhon ei gulo. Taka ki gache fole, ki dorkar chilo ei shob bekar khorcha'r, ki holo uttor dao, ekhon chup kore gele keno". Maa'er ei rono chandi roop dekhe ebar ami shotti bhoi pelam, ei rokom raag korche keno Maa, gift i to diyechi. Ami bed'e boshe boshe, ektu pichiye gelam, kono theek nei, kokhon ekta chor thappor mere debe Maa, tarpor kandbe nijei, na na, beshi emotional hoye labh nei ekhon, tai ektu dure giye bollam, "ami to sudhu gift diyechi tomake, jibone prothom bar jewellery kinlam nije[bolte bolte ami sotti nijei emotional hoye gelam]. Tomar nahoi eta ditiyo biye, kintu amar jibone to eta prothom. Tumi amake biye kore ek fotao khushi nao, seta ami bujhe gechi, kintu ami tomake amar bou hishebe peye prochondo khushi. Ami kono din shopneo bhabhi ni, je tumi amar bou hobe, tomake eto bochor chup chap bhalobeshe eshechi, kono dino mukh fute boli ni, boltam o na, jodi na amader biye ta hoto. Nijer biye kora bou ke prothom raat'e ekta sundor gift debo bole ei surprise ta plan korlam, bhablam tumi khub khushi hobe. Tumi to parle amar khun kore debe ekhon, jaa korcho tumi. Manchi egulo ektu dami, tobe ei raat ta amar jibone ar kono din fire asbe na. Ami tomar theke kichu chai na, kono gift ba kono jinish, sudhu egulo tomake poriye dite cheyechilam, bass oi tuku. Ami bujhi je tumi amake mon theke kache tante parbe na, amader boyosh'e birat gap, birat ki, ami tomar half ager. Tobu ami sudhu tomakei bhalobashi, onno kauke noi. Ami ei gift gulo diye tomar sathe return'e kichu korte chaichi, seta bhebo na. Ami jani ami aaj tomar gayer onek jaigai haat diyechi, tomar permission charai. Ami tar jonno dukhito, I am sorry. Ami tomar mukhe hanshi fotabo bole ei surprise ta plan korechilam, ulte amar mukheri hanshi chole gelo. Charo bad dao. E gulo ar tomake porte hobe na, tumi cupboard'e tule rekhe diyo. Onek raat hoyeche, tumi shuye poro". BOle ami bed'er ulto dik diye neme, Maa'er phone ta charger theke khule ante gelam. Ar chokh'e jodio kheyal korlam, Maa box duto haat'e niyei halka halka kandchilo, but kono fopano ba aowaj hoi ni. Ami charger theke phone ta khule ghurte jabo Maa amar pichone chole eshe box duto oi table'e rekhe bollo, "ami michi michi kotha gulo bolchi na, tumi boro hoyecho, ebar tomake bujhe sune khorcha korte hobe[Maa'er raago to sur ar nei, ekhon besh sober sound korche, ki je hoi majhe majhe, kemon bipolar der moton react kore majhe majhe]. Taka gulo thakle, pore tomari kaje lagbe. Jibone kokhon ki bipod ashe, seta ki keu age theke jante pare, sei jonnoi to manush taka poisa sanchoi kore. Ar tomar jodi amake sajate etotai iche thake, tumi amake bolte parte, ami amar purano goyna gulo pore nitam, sudhu sudhu eto gulo taka diye egulo keno kinle. Ami to already duto chain porechi komore, tar opor ei shob maduli tabij, ei jaah, sankha pola gulo bandha holo na dekhecho. Tumi tokhon emon korchile, tana tani ashol kaaj tai bhule gelam. Dekho ami tomar moner obostha ta bujhte parchi, tumi khub excited, tomar boyosh ta kom to tai, aste aste ei shob choto choto khushir kotha bhule jabe, etai shonshar'er niyom. Ar ami nijer chele ke bhalo kore jani, tar kono kharap motlob thaktei pare na. Tumi oi rokom chelei na. TObe etao theek ami nije thekei tomar theke ektu dure thakchi, seta onno karon'e". AMi Maa'er phone ta Maa'er haat'e diye seriously jiggesh korlam, "ki karon, amake bolo. Mone ache to, amra eke oporer theke kono kichu lukabo na, ei promise korechilam amra. Tumi amake pochondo koro nai, ei to. Theek ache, bollam to, I am sorry, ami ar kono din tomar gaye haat debo na, without your permission. Bas problem solved. Eto keno bhabcho. Arey bhalobashai jora juri chole na. Ei nao tomar phone, charged up, giye shuye poro". Maa jewellery box ar phone ta giye bed'e rekhe abar amar kache ashlo, ar shoja amake joriye dhorlo. Ei meyeder mon bojha na seriously impossible, kokhon je ki hoi, bojha bhar. Ami chup chap dariye roilam, Maa ke joriye dhori ni ami, Maa ekai joriye roilo amake. Eibar Maa'er fopanor aowaj pelam, Maa bollo, "Ami tomar joggo noi go, tai tomake amar gaye haat dite baron kori[bole kanna shuru korlo, case ta je kon dike gorache, bujhte parchi na. Ami kanna thamate jabo bole Maa'er haat duto charate gelam, Maa ek jhotka mere amar haat shoriye, amake chepe joriye roilo ar kandte kandte bollo]. Ami tomar mone aghat dite chai ni, kintu ami ki korbo. Tumi amake ja bhebe eshecho eto bochor ami to sei rokom noi go. Tumi tomar kumarotto, aaj ker dintar jonno bachiye rekhecho, amar jonno bachiye rekhecho, kintu ami to kono ongshei kumari noi. Ami eto bochor dhore je paap korechi, ami moha papi. Tomar jibon'er eto boro ekta din ami ki bhabe noshto korbo bolo. Ami je papi[bole hau hau kore kandte shuru korlo]". AMi onek cheshta kore, Maa'er death grip charate perechi, ami Maa ke haat dhore bed'e niye giye boshalam, tarpor Maa'er chokher jol puche dilam, but labh holo na, Maa kendei gelo. Maa ekhon past niye pore ache, but kumarotto ta ki jinish. Jai hok ami Maa'er mukh ta du haate tule dhore bollam, "amar chokher dike takao ekbar, please[Maa nijer chokh tule takalo, kanna ta ektu bondho holo]. Ami tomake shob jene shuneo bhalobashi, karor past niye judge korar ami keu noi. Ar past goto kaal chilo, aaj present, tai to tomar jonno gift anlam[bole ektu michke hanslam, Maa dekhlam ar kandche na]. Tumi keno oi purano kotha bhabcho, acha ei kumarotto ki jinish, amar ache but ami nijei jani na. Ki jinish go[Maa hotat chokh boro boro kore, amar dhon'er dike takalo, ar jhop kore nijer chokh ta bondho kore nilo. Shit, Maa ki tahole amr virginity niye kotha bolche, mane Maa virgin na, ar ami virgin, setai ki bollo. Seta niye o eto problem, bapre, virgin howao koto boro oporadh aajker dine. Maa mukhta ghorate chaiche, ami bujhte parchi, but ami du haate Maa'er mukh ta amar dike kore rekhechi tai chokh bondho kore nilo]. Oh tumi oi bepare bolcho, hee heee[bole ami nijei henshe fellam, Maa chokh bondho korei henshe fello, michke hanshi te Maa ke khub sundor lagche, ami bollam]. Eta amar iche chilo, tomar jonno guchiye rekhechi, amar bolte ektuo lojja korche na, ami virgin. But eta bhaloi je tumi virgin noi. Sotti bolte ki shona, ami prochur porn dekhechi[Maa ei bar chokh khullo, ar boro boro kore amr dike takalo, eibar interester kotha bolchi bodhoi]. But sex to kono din kori ni, cinema to shobai dekhe, but shobai ki acting korte pare naki. Tai bolchi, tumi virgin na, besh hoyeche. Na hole amake shekhabe ke". Maa amar haat'er upor nijer haat'er jhotka diye nijer mukhta amar haat theke chariye nilo ar bollo, "dhaat, khali baje kotha[but kotha ta bole mukh nichu kore, amar haat duto dhore nijer buker kache niye kemon chepe dhore bollo]. Ami sotti ei karon'ei tomake amar theke dure rakhchilam shona. Tumi ekhono choto, kintu ami to boro, tumi kono bhul korle tomake dhoriye deowar daito amar. Tai tomake aatkachilam. Protita stree'i chai nijer shami ke shukhi rakhar, shob rokom bhabe. Kintu tomar kopal kharap, tomake amar moton burir sathe biye korte holo. Amar tomake deowar moton kichu nei ar. Ebar ekta sotti kotha boli". Maa amar haat duto nijer buke chepe rekheche, ami Maa'er breast'er up down howa feel korte parchi, but ami kono rokom reaction dilam na. Maa amar haat duto chepe dhore bollo, "Oi komor biche ta ar nupur jora amar khub pochondo hoyeche, tomar Baba amake kono din komor biche dei ni. Nupur chilo kintu onar nupur'er aowaj serokom pochondo chilo na, tai ami beshi din pori ni. Tobe tumi kotha dao, amar pichone tumi ar kono faltu kharcha korbe na, kotha dao amake chuye". AMi eibar ektu tease kore bollam, "Acha theek ache, kotha dichi, tomar pichone ami ar kharcha korbo na, shob samne korbo, pichone poranor moton jewellery bodhoi paowa jai na, tai na", bole henshe fellam, Maa amar kotha sune ekdom lojjai laal hoye gelo, matha nichu kore amar haat duto chepe dhorei bollo, "ei tumi amake tease kora bondho korbe. Age kotha dao". Ami bollam, "acha kotha dichi, tomake na jiggesh kore beshi damer jewellery ami tomar jonno kinbo na[Maa sune, amake kichu ekta bolte jachilo, but ami bollam]. Tobe tomar jonno amar ja pochondo hobe, ami kinbo, but offcourse tomake jiggesh kore, kenar por tumi jodi na poro, tokhon to amar kharap lagbe, ar jinish tao to ferot hobe na[Maa dekhlam, ei bar ekta sundor smile dilo, mane Maa'er amar kotha pochondo hoyeche]. Tobe tumi buri, seta kon pagol boleche tomai ? Haan boyosh'e boro, but buri na. Ar tumi jokhon buri hoye o jabe, ami tomake theek eto tai bhalobashbo, tomake chuye kotha dichi. Ar amar bou ke shob rokom bhabe shukhi rakhbo, kotha dilam". Maa ei bar lojjai matha nichu kore amar haat duto chere diye, bed theke neme gelo, ar bed'er opposite side'e giye nijer sankha pola gulo ekta purano laal kaar'er sathe bhalo kore bendhe amar kache niye ashlo, ar bollo, "ei eita bhule gechilam tokhon, poriye diyo to jokhon ei komor biche ta porabe. Ar nupur duto poriye dile na to koi", Maa dekhlam, khushi hoyei kotha ta bollo. AMi bollam, "tumi bed'e uthe esho ami paaye nupur ta poriye dichi[bolte na boltei, Maa utshahito hoye bed'e uthe amar dike paa ta choriye diye boshlo, amio nupur duto eke eke kore dui paye poriye dilam, besh sundor lagche, Maa'er paaye]. Tomake khub sundor lagche go eta pore, ebar sara barite chan chan kore aowaj hobe tomar, kono dino khulo na ei gulo. Kintu komore porate gele to abar tomake bathroom'e giye change korte hobe, darao ami light off kore, night lamp ta jaliye dichi, tobe mangalsutra ta ki khule rekhecho naki, dekhtei pachi na". Maa amar kotha shune, ek haat nighty'r golar bhitore dhukiye, mangalsutra ta bar kore anlo ar amake dekhiye bollo, "balai shat, khulbo kon dukhe, amar shami poriyeche amake. Ar bathroom'e jabo na, tumi light ta off kore, ekhanei poriye dao, tobe dustumi korbe na kintu[bole blush kore michke hanslo]", ami bed theke uthe, age kamarbandh ta box theke bar korlam, ar oi bhije purano lal kaar tate bandha sakha pola haate nilam ar light off korte giye Maa ke bollam, "arey baba, bollam to tomake, tomar onumoti chara tomake chobo na, ei light ta off korlam kintu", bole light ta off kore night lamp ta jalalam. Wind chime'er shadow ta ekhono shara ghore ache, but ekhane shekhane olpo olpo light thikre beroche. Maa bed'er je corner'e boshe ache, sekhan tate jete ami Maa'er shorir ta dekhte pachi, ekdom clear na, but onektai bojha jache, Maa nijer nighty ta komorer upore tule boshe ache, nighty ta orange colorer tai bojha jache, nahole dekhte petam na. Ami samne jete Maa bollo, "dekhte pacho kichu, dekho abar kothau dhakka kheo na, ei je ami haat ta bariyechi[bole nijer haat ta diye amake dhore fello, amake kache tene amar haat ta dhore nijer komorer du dike dhoriye diye bollo]. Ei jo, ekhane poriye dao". Amar haate laal kaar'e sankha pola already bandha chiloi, ar kamarbandh tao chilo, ami ei bar kono tana tani korlam na, joto ta kom touch kora jai, tai kore, kaar ta age bendhe dilam. Ami bujhte parchi, Maa nighty'r bhitore kono panty pore ni, Ami to Maa'er side'e dariye tai, Maa'er pet ta je besh boro hoyeche, seta bujhte parlam. Ami kamarband ta porate jachilam, Maa bollo, "komor biche ta ektu loose kore poriyo, ar parle ager chain duto khule dao na. Koto kichu to pore achi, ar bhalo lage na". Ami kamarbandh ta porate porate bollam, "ondhokare kono rokom'e poriye dichi, khulbo ki kore, ar e to dori na je kono bhabe kete debo. Onno kono shomai light jaliye khule debo, Kintu tomar shorir dekha to amar nished, tai hoito hobe na, nao eta kono rokome poriye diyechi, loose o ache, but extra chain ta na lagalei hoto mone hoche, onektai jhulche". Ami kamarbandh ta lagiye, nijer haat shoriye nilam, iche to korchilo, Maa ke chotkate, but ami chaichilam, Maa nije theke amake boluk take chudte. Ami haat shoranor pore, dekhlam Maa nijer haat diye komore ekbar check kore nilo, tarpor nijer nighty ta tene tene pachar niche namiye dheke nilo. AMi shore giye light switch on korte giye kheyal korlam, amar dhon abar Eiffel Tower hoye gache, ami haat diye, amar shorts'er modhe dhukiye ektu adjust kore tarpor Maa ke bollam, "tumi nighty ta theek kore niyecho, ami light ta on korlam", Maa omni uttor dilo, "haan ami agei theek kore niyechi, tumi jaliye dao, purano maduli tabiz ar shisha gulo bhalo kore ekta packet'e tule rakhte hobe, Guruji bolechen jole dite O gulo ke". Ami amar dhon ta arektu adjust kore, light on korlam.