Boish kaal'e Maa'er prem lila - অধ্যায় ৩৫
Bapre, amar Maa ei boyosh'e certified rendy hoye gelo. Sesh'e ei gandu Musal-man kalo mistiri'r kache gud pod marache, abar aaj to ekebare height par kore dilo Maa. Baba'r okhane thaka shoteo, Maa oi harami take diye chodalo, Maa'er desperation'o kintu din'e din'e bere jache. Ami phone pocket'e dhukiye, bike start diye, office'er dike egolam. Maa ki bollo, Asif langto hoye aaj amader thakur ghor'e lukiye chilo, sesh'e etao holo. E.M. Bypass'e just uthlam, hotat mone porlo, aaj to Asif amar Maa'er gud'er modhe maal fello, fuck me. Kotha ta mone portei, nijer kopale haath dite giye, accelarator ta chere gelo haath theke, bike ta slow hochilo, aro slow hochilo, hotat rev kom porai, idle'er kache jete giye lower gear'e jhotka khelo timing chain ta[jara bike chalai, tara bujhbe, without accelaration high gear'e beshi khun bike thakle ki hoi]. Bike ta jhotka khetei hush firlo, shonge shonge clutch chepe gear down korlam baan haath diye, ar accelarator ta dhore, ektu rev kore, left side'e indicator mere dariye porlam, thank goodness kono truck amai thuke dai ni. Kintu Maa'er ki hobe, take to Asif roj chudche, aaj abar gud'e maal’o dilo, Maa pregnant hoye jabe na to.
Na na seta ami hote debo na, oi harami'r bacha amar Maa'er pete, impossible. Kichu to ekta kortei hobe. Tahole Maa ke contraceptive pill khaowate hobe, haan ki jeno ekta advertisement'e dekhai, dhur naam mone asche na. Bike'er ignition off kore abar pocket theke tarahuro kore phone ta bar kore, browser'e giye khujlam, contraceptive pill'er bepare. Haan 'i-Pill', eta'r advertisement dekhechi ami. Bapre, ekta tablet'er dam Rs. 93, bloody fuck, jodi roj oi suor'er bacha amar Maa'er gud'e maal chare, tahole to ami pill kinte kinte bhikari hoye jabo. Bapre, Google Baba to bolche, je kono contraceptive pill naki khaowa bhalo na, ki shob blood clot, high BP, headache, breast tingling[dud gulo sensative hoye jabe], aro koto ki hoye jabe roj pill khele. Tai jonno emon kono pill khaowate hobe Maa ke jate Maa'er kono khoti na hoi long term'e, pill'e jeno 'Estrogen and Progestin' thake, etake combined oral contraceptive pill bole. Shit kintu Maa to ekhon kono pill khai ni, ar Asif to already Maa'er gud'e maal fele diyeche, tahole ki hobe, Maa ke ki abortion korate hobe. Baba Google ke abar jiggesh korlam, sala'r kache shob uttor ache. Search result pore ja bujhlam, gud'e maal fela'r 72hrs'er modhe pill dile, 87% chance ache, pregnant na howar. Mane joto ta taratari pill porbe pet'e, toto high chance ache non-pregnancy'r. Ufff bapre, amar to bhoi hochilo, Maa kaal'i na pregnant hoye jai, ontoto ei bepar'e amar haath'e time ache kichu korar. Kaal tahole bari fera'r pothe contraceptive pill kine anbo, kintu Maa ke khaowabo ki kore, shoja bhabe to bole khaowate parbo na. Nah, kichu ekta rasta bar kortei hobe. Ami roj roj chup kore thakte parbo na, oi gandu'r bacha, sala keltu mistiri, amar Maa ke chude, pet'e bacha debe. Ami'o sala'r Maa ke chudbo, kichu ekta plan kore or Maa ke ekhane taratari ante hobe. Tarpor oi gandu'r shamne or Maa'er pod marbo, tokhon dekhbo harami'r reaction ki hoi, sala amar Maa ke jokhon tokhon chudche. Phone ta pocket'e dhukiye, matha thanda kore, abar bike start kore beriye porlam office'r dike. Kintu joto jai hoye jak, matha theke Maa'er oi bhabe chodon khaowa'r dhrishyo gulo jache na. Maa aaj oi gandu Asif'er maal nijer gud'e nilo, kono protest korlo na, or bara chuslo. Amar Maa'er ki holo, setai bujhte parchi na. Maa eto bochor tahole ki kore chilo, naki eto bochor Maa onno karor kache chodato, ar amra keu kichu jantam na. Na na ami ki bhabchi, Maa bari theke amar sathe chara to kothau beroi na. Tobe ekta jinish bujhlam, Maa subservient ba submissive sex pochondo kore, karon oi harami'r bacha Asif ta amar Maa ke khub dominate kore, sex'er shomai, ar Maa ota khub enjoy kore, or shob kotha shone badho meye’r moton. Bapre, amar to matha kharap hoye jache bhabte bhabte. Oi gandu choda Asif amar Maa ke shotti rendy baniye dilo. Kintu oder modhe bonding ta to aro strong hoye jache din’e din’e, ami tahole seta bhangbo ki kore. Kichu ekta korte hobe.
Bike chalate chalate ei shob bhabchi, office'er kache aste'i dekhi 3 murti dariye ache, ekshonge parking'e dhuklam, tobe kichu to odd lagche oder dekhe, oder kache duto bike chilo, ora thele thele bike duto ke parking’e dhokalo keno, ke jane, dujon’er bike’ei petrol sesh hoito. Tarpor office'e dhuke dekhi tokhon'o onek tai compiling baki chilo. Ki ar kora jabe, ora 3 jon bhaloi drink korechilo, tai je jar cabin'e dhuke, chair'e boshe, table'e matha diye ghumiye porlo. AMi ar ki korbo, internet khule, contraceptive pill'er upor research korte boshlam, Maa ke bhebe chinte pill khaowa'te hobe, bhul kichu khaiye dile, jodi Maa'er kono khoti hoye jai. Kintu khaowabo ki kore. Hotat kheyal holo, Maa ke kono juice'er sathe tablet ta gule khaiye dile kemon hoi. Kintu seta na hoi ek du din hobe, tar por ki korbo. Roj roj to ar juice khaowate parbo na Maa ke. Mone pore gelo, Baba to regular barite pressure'er medicine khai, jodi ami Maa ke boli je Maa'er pressure tao bere gache, tahole contraceptive pill ta Maa ke pressure'er medicine bole khaowano jabe. Tahole kaal bari giye, ektu drama kore Maa'er blood pressure niye kichu ekta bolte hobe, jodio tar jonno ekta fake doctor's prescription chai. Prescription na hoi, ami photoshop'e baniye nebo. Google'e search korlam, kacha kachi kothai medical shop ache. Ei shob korte korte, onek ta time chole gelo. Office’e dhoka’r por theke ami washroom’e jai ni, bara tai nischoi maal lege shukiye gache eto khun’e, tai ami uthe washroom'e gelam, age chokh'e mukhe ektu jol dilam, hotat ekta kichu porar aowaj holo amar theek pichon'ei. Kintu pichon'e to latrine gulo ache. Ar office'e to amra 4 joni bas, ar bairer security ra onno washroom use kore. Tahole ekhane ke, ami ektu jore bollam, "who's there ? Answer me". Bhitor theke uttor elo, "Rajesh bhai, ami achi re", bapre, e to Ranjit Da'r gola, nirghat latrin'e boshe beer khachilo, ageo ora tin jon ei shob korto office'e, karon washroom’e to at camera nei, jodio ami chara keu jane na bepar ta, ekhon ektu komeche. Ami door'e dhakka martei, latrine'er door ta khule gelo. Ja bhebechilam ekdom tai, dekhi Ranjit Da, comode'er seat tate cover lagiye, or opor boshe ache lat hoye, ar paa'er gache beer'er glass bottle ta gorache, green bottle, tarmane Tuborg na ki ekta beer ache, Tv te club soda bole advertisement ashe, mone hoi otai khachilo. Amai dekhe, ek gaal henshe Ranjit Da bollo, "bhai tui kothai chili ? Ektu thakte partish to amader shonge, mon ta halka hoye jabe re". Ami sala bhabchi, ei maal ta ekhane elo kokhon, cabin'e boshe ghumachilo to, ami to dekhechi, tarmane ami jokhon search korchilam google'e, nirghat tokhon'i beta washroom'e dhuke porechilo. Jagge, ami oke dhore tulte gelam, bapre, beer khele manush ki bhari hoye jai. Nije uth te chaiche na, ami bollam, "are otho Ranjti Da, comod ta bosha'r seat na. Cholo, tomar cabin'e cholo[O beta jhuke pore, floor theke oi beer bottle ta tulte jachilo, ami baron kore bollam]. Arey charo ota, ami tule tomar bag'e dhukiye dichi, age tumi nije otho dekhi[bole age bottle ta tule pant’er pocket’e dhukiye, tarpor tene tullam oke, tarpor oke niye washroom theke berote berote jiggesh korlam]. Tomra eto drink korecho aaj, tahole bike chalale ki kore ? Rastai kauke thuke dao ni to ?". Drink korle ki hobe, era shob kota 'jaat'e matal, taal'e theek'. Amai bollo, "Na bhai, drink kore bike chalate nei, again the rule[ota against the rule, Ranjit Da nirghat bhul kore bole feleche]. Kono din korbi na bhai. Amra to dhaba te boshei ektu khelam, tarpor bike niye hente hente office eshechi, kono rule break kori ni kintu". Ranjit Da ke cabin'e boshalam, beer'er bottle ta ekhono amar pant'er pocket'ei roiche, karon amader office'e strictly no smoking and non-alchoholic zone, goto bochor new year's eve'e office party te 3 jon employee vodka enechilo office'e, ar lukiye cold drinks'er sathe khachilo, nijeder cubicle’e. Boss oder next day, New Year gift'e Termination letter haath'e dhoriye diyechilo. Tai ami ar kono risk nilam na, Ranjit da ke chair'e boshiye, table'er opare giye, pocket theke beer bottle ta bar kore, or bag'e dhukiye dilam. Ranjit da abol tabol bokte shuru korlo, "Rajesh, bhai tui khub bhalo janish. Shobar kheyal rakhish, amader shobar theke alada tui[pet'e ektu beer porlo ar shuru hoye gelo, beer'ei ei obostha, onno kichu gele to paglami shuru kore dito etokhun'e. Jai hok, ami oto patta dichilam na, kintu er por jeta bolte shuru korlo, ota ektu shocking]. Maa’er sathe aaj ar holo na. Toke ekta secret boli bhai, ami na ar er por roj raat'e office'e aste parbo na. Ei project ta sesh holei, abar normal shift'e resume korbo". Ami shob'e bolte jabo Ranjit Da ke je, etai to normal kotha, ei project sesh holei to shob theek hoye jabe, jodio headoffice kake notun Boss kore pathabe jani na, tobe jei hok, se current Boss'er theke bhaloi hobe, ar ki bollo Ranjit Da, or Maa’er sathe ki holo na, ki phone’e kotha bola naki, bujhte parlam na. Jai hok, Ranjit Da nijei abar bokte shuru korlo, "Ei raat'er shomaitai sudhu Maa ke kache pai, ei du raat Maa amai khub miss korche. Aaj jodio ektu bhalo holo, bari fera'r kichu porei wife office'e chole gelo. Maa'er sathe ektu beshi time katate parlam". Ranjit Da ki bolche, O nijer Maa'er sathe alada kore time spent kore mane, ar or Maa oke raat’e keno miss korbe alada kore. Nirghat beer kheye bhul bhal bokche maal ta. Ami jiggesh korlam, "tumi ki bolcho Ranjit Da, alada kore aunty'r sathe shomai katao mane ? Ami bujhte parlam na, ar raat’e tomai miss kore mane, O acha tumi bari thakcho na, tai jonno. Ota to ei ko din matro".
Ranjit Da bollo, "tui to shob'i janish Rajesh, toke bolechilam na, amar Maa oi ekta musal-man mistiri'r sathe chodato. Ami ekdin dhore feli, ar tar kichu din por O para'r lok'er kache dhora pore, jokhon O Maa ke blackmail korchilo. Ashole Maa'er to onek din dhore’i, daily oi mistiri'r sathe suto, tai ekta habit hoye gechilo. Tarpor oi mistiri ke tariye deowar por, Maa abar eka hoye jai". Ami bollam, "haan, eta to tumi bolechile, amakeo warn korle, amar barir pash'e je mistiri ra ache, oder bhagate bolle. Tar sathe tomar aunty'r sathe time katano'r ki shomporko ?". Ranjit Da ekta haath tule, amai aro kache daklo, ami egiye gelam. Ranjit Da amar haath dhore tene bollo, "bhai tui kauke bolbi na to, toke onek bhorsha kori ami, amra shobai toke trust kori. Toke ami ageo shob shotti bolechi, tai aaj'o bolchi, age tui bol, kauke bolbi nato bhai". Ami ebar ektu ghabre jachilam, eirokom korche keno, hoito nijer Maa'er onno karor shonge sex korte dekheche abar, setai bolbe hoito, ami bollam, "na ami ar kake bolbo, tumi nischinte bolte paro Ranjit Da". Ranjit da amar haath ta chere, table'e duto haath rekhe bollo, "Ashole Maa tokhon boddo eka hoye gechilo, ek shonibaar dupure ami amar wife'er sathe ektu sex korte chaichilam, amar wife na boddo khit khit kore, amar mood hole korte dei na, or jokhon hobe, tokhon'i korte hobe. Amar kono daam'i nei janish bhai[typical Indian male, bou sex korte dei ni tai ekhon beer kheye complaint korche]. Sedin ami koto kore bollam, kintu amar wife korte dilo na bhalo kore, ashole O school teacher to, tai boddo tired thake puro week ta. O bhalo kore kichu korte dilo na tai, raag kore amar ghor theke berote giye dekhlam amar ghor'er janla'r pash theke Maa shore gelo. Ami kichu boli ni, kintu sedin raat'e amar wife amai chudte bollo, tai ami khub excited hoye, oke korlam. O to last'e tired hoyei ghumiye porlo bed'e. Ami bed theke namte giye abar dekhlam, Maa janla'r kache dariye unki marche amader ghor'e. Ami tokon'o naked chilam, tobe ghor'er bhitor night lamp jolchilo, tai ami je janla'r dike dekhchi, seta hoito bujhte pare ni Maa. Kintu jei ami bed theke niche namlam, Maa abar shore gelo okhan theke. Ami ki korbo bujhte parchilam na. Kintu tar porer din hotat amar wife'er Baba'r accident'er news ashe, tai ami oke taratari kore niye shoshurbari gelam, jaowar shomai Maa ke bolechilam, je odin bari firbo na. Kintu Shoshur'er sudhu paa muchke chilo, sala faltu lok ekta, janish 600 taka taxi bhara kore doure gelam, phone'e to emon bhabe bollo, jeno onar buk'er upor diye tank chole gechilo, kintu ashole ekta bike'er chaka naki onar paa'er opor diye chole jai. Sala dhop'er chop ekta, ami bolchi bhai tui biye korbi na, sala biye to noi, puro jail". Ranjit Da ki bolte chaichilo, kon dik'e indication dichilo, amar to mone hoche Or Maa onno karor sathe sex korbe ar O bari dhuke seta dekhte peye jabe, ei rokom kichu bolbe. Ranjit Da abar bolte shuru korlo, "To ami wife ke or bari chere, shoshur bari tei dinner kore ektu raat korei bari firlam. Bari firechi tokhon prai raat 11:30, tai ar calling bell bajai ni, amar kache to bari’r chabi ta thakei, ota diye door khule ghor'e dhuke, nijer ghor'e jachilam, dekhlam amar ghor'er light jolche, ar dorja'r porda ta norche, mane ghor'e fan cholche, ghor'e ke ache. Maa to nijer ghor'ei thake[Ei to eibar bomb ta fatabe Ranjit Da, nirghat or Maa abar karor kache choda kachilo]. Ghor'er dorja'r shamne giye porda ta ektu shoriye dekhi, amar Maa amader bed'e puro langto hoye shuye ache. Puro langto hoye shuye, Maa nijer ek haath'e amar underwear niye, nijer dud'e ghosche, ar nijer paa duto ceiling'er dike unchu kore tule, arek haath'e ekta kanthali kola nijer gud'e dhokache ar bar korche, ar bolchilo, 'shona tor bou korte dei na to ki hoyeche, Maa to ache, Maa ke ektu ador korte parish na baba. Maa'er koshto bujhte parish na tui'. Ami shotti bolchi toke bhai, Maa ke prothom jedin oi mistiri ke diye chodate dekhechilam, amar khub iche korechilo Maa ke korte. Kintu ota to amar Maa, ki kore nijer mukh'e boltam kotha ta, tai chup kore chilam, kintu sedin Maa amai chaichilo oi bhabe, amar underwear chusche, ghoshche. Ami ar chup thakte pari ni. Shedin theke shuru ar tarpor thekei ami jokhon'i shomai pai, Maa'er sathe shomai katai. Amar wife to roj korte dei na, kintu Maa roj dei, notun notun bhabe. Wife ghumiye porlei, ami raat'e Maa'er kache jai. Ami shotti bolchi toke Rajesh, wife'er sathe je satisfaction pai ni eto bochor’eo, Maa'er sathe kore, proti raat'e sei satisfaction pai. Jodio goto kaal raat’er quota ta ami aaj sara din'e pushiye niyechi, Maa khub khushi amar sathe kore[Eta ki bollo Ranjit Da, O nijer Maa ke chode, jodio shocking, tobe ami onek din agei kotha ta sondeho korechilam, jokhon O prothom bar shob shotti bolechilo amai. Kintu ei bhabe shuru hoyechilo oder sex life, ar ekhon daily chode nijer Maa ke, Uff ki lucky na Ranjit Da. Ranjit Da chair theke uth te gelo, kintu parlona, dhop kore abar boshe pore bollo]. Jol khabo, ektu jol dibi, ghum pache boddo. Rajesh, bhai ektu jol dibi". AMi jodio shocked chilam, kintu bastob'e fire oke bollam, "haan dichi, tumi bosho ami anchi[or cabin'e kono jol'er bottle nei]. Tumi bosho, ami anchi". Bole or cabin theke beriye gelam, bapre ki bollo Ranjit Da, shotti bollo to naki dhop dilo amai. Na na, dhop debe keno, amai to aro shotti boleche age, tarmane O shotti nijer Maa ke daily chode. Ranjit Da'r kotha sunte suntei amar bara abar dariye gechilo. Ish eto khun office’e esheo ami washroom'e giye, nijer bara ta adjust korte pari ni, tai tokhon ami age washroom'e giye, nijer pant khule, nijer bara ta'i ektu jol dilam basin theke, tate ektu thanda holo amar bara ta. Ami toilet paper diye, nijer bara ta puche, bara ta theek kore dhokalam amar underwear'e, tarpor shirt ta tuck kore, pant ta theek kore porlam. Shit Ranjit Da jol cheyechilo, ami haath dhuye, washroom theke beriye, jol nilam ekta paper glass'e, ar Ranjit Da'r cabin'e dhukte giye dekhi, Ranjit Da table'e matha rekhe ghumiye poreche, ami cabin'e dhuke 2-3 bar daklam, kono shara pelam na. Jol'er glass ta table'er ekta coaster'e rekhe, cabin theke beriye elam.
Ranjit Da’r situtaion ar amar ta kichuta holeo same, Or Maa’o mistiri ke diye chodato, amar Maa’o oi gandu mistiri ke diye chodai. Tahole Or Maa’er life theke oi mistiri ke shorano jokhon gache, tahole amar Maa’er life theke’o oi harami’r bacha Asif ke shorano jabe. Ar amio Ranjit Da’r moton nijer Maa ke ek din theek chudte parbo. Kintu sei din kobe asbe, tar agei na amar Maa pregnant hoye jai oi suor’er bacha Asif’er maal’e. Ami abar nijer cabin’e boshe nijer workstation theke monitor korlam compiling koto ta holo.